I've been doing a lot of heavy thinking , Kage and I will never work. He will never let go of Camilla, and I just have to face reality. I just wished I never developed feelings for him. All the shit I've been through for these past Couple of months I just need to get away , clear my head and get my life together.
Today, I decided I was going to back me a bag and stay in my condo down by Huntington Beach. Nobody knew about thos place. This is a place I chose to keep to myself. Yes I'm going to keep my other house but, I just decided that I need to get away especially, since I shot shepherd the other day , at the hospital. The last thing I need is the fucking Pigs on my back right now.
I just couldn't help it, everytime I see him he makes me sick.
I hope he died.
Quiet has been texting me for the past couple of days I've been ignoring him too. I'm not in the mood to speak to anyone. I just need to get my shit together.
I got up.
I went to my drawers. I pulled out something comfortable.
My all black Adida joggers, my black tight fitted zip up hoodie , with my black and white Adidas. I was just going to where my hair krinkly.
I hopped in the shower, and washed with citrus drift. The hot steam from the shower was relaxing my body it was just what I needed. I stayed in the shower until the water became cold.
When I got out the shower. I dried off put some lotion on threw my clothes on.
I pulled my Burberry suitcase out of the closet. I started to pack all the things I would need first. Things such like hygiene products, then my clothes. Last but not least my most prized possessions.
My Guns.
I packed my all black Steele set 4'4. My blood red caliber. All gold Sniper.
Silver silencer. Green 9mm. Torquoise barreda. And my platinum desert eagle.
Once I was sure I put my white 9mm on me and put the rest of my guns in the car along with the rest of my other things.
Once I was set I locked everything up in my house. I got in the car and looked at my house one more time to reassure that everything was fine.
I took off down the highway in the direction to the freeway.
This is for the best, and hopefully when I face everyone again I'll be mentally and emotionally ready.
RED P.O.V
"Where is you at Girl ?" I spoke in the phone to Roslyn.
Roslyn is my female bestfriend, nothing more nothing less. I've been knowing her since I was six years old she's been there for me through everything. When me and blue used to get into deep shit we used to hide out at her place.
Her pops used to be knocked coming home from work he was a lawyer. She used to sneak us in her window.
She would give me and blue pillows and blankets and we would sleep on the floor. But you already know my dumb ass would try to lay with her.
Roslyn has had my back, since day one, and so many times I can't even count on my fingers. I would never let Roslyn go, she's been there when I was with and with out shit.
"Don't rush me , I'm on my way" she said, I heard shuffling in the back ground she really was on her way.
"Damn hurry up. I'm bored. And starving." I said complaining on purpose just to make her little ass mad.
"Bye Dash" she always gotta use a nigga government name. She lucky I love her ass or I would have been nipped that shit in the bud.
Roslyn Is a good Girl. Witch is one good reason why she shouldn't be fuckin' with me. She major's In law and she is attending law school sometime at the end of this year. Since the first time , she went to court with her dad she's been wanting to be a lawyer. I remember that day , we were nine she came busting in my room. I Chuckle at the thought on remembering what happened.
