Alone

The Big Dark Blackhouse. My Despair

In the darkness of the Big Blackhouse

I sit at the corner of a room with a window,

With no hope to see the light again,

And no Hope to regain my happiness

In the dark corner, I sit and wait for my last breath to conquer me

"Why doesn't my life come to an end already!"

I can't take this anymore.

                                                                                                                                                

I remember the lovely voices of my siblings and mother,

Call out my name, "Loly"

But all of that has perished 

No hope, to see myself in a colorful dress,

Dancing under the Peach Blossom trees

I am dying a thousand times,

Dying and coming back to life.

Why don't I just die!

                                                                                                    

I am lonely in a dark room in the Blackhouse,

With my hair faded and ugly,

My weary black dress,

From the day of the incident that made me lonely.

I will never forget that I will always be alone, 

My family left me in anguish,

All in the name of Death!

I am not worthy of being in the world,

Because anyone with me gets hurt.

I am destined to be in anguish

I am a demon in disguise

This is my fate,

Because I am a mistake 

I am meant to be,

Forever, Alone!