The Ten Years that I Loved You the Most ✔️

Chapter 34

    He Zhishu's consciousness is intermittent, and at the most painful time, he thinks he is dying. He was so painful that he couldn't even cry, and a thin layer of cold sweat covered his forehead.

    Jiang Wenxu was actually uncomfortable during this process. He was in pain in the dry and narrow place, but he was suffocated. He Zhishu, who had to toss and bully, was even more uncomfortable.

    "Do you know what's wrong?"

    He Zhishu heard this sentence at the end. He slowly turned sideways and curled up tighter, his sharpened chin resting on his knees. He didn't speak, feeling that the only heat remaining in his body was pulled out of his body with Jiang Wenxu's in and out, and there was nothing left.

    But where did I go wrong? He Zhishu's eyes were as dim as a panoply, and nothing could be reflected.

    "Speak," Jiang Wenxu frowned and bent down to touch He Zhishu's face. He was already under the steps of giving He Zhishu, but he didn't want to be completely ignored: "I'm not cool enough, lie there and wait for me?"

    He Zhi Shu's face turned with Jiang Wenxu's strength, and he struggled even to focus his eyes. He Zhishu's pupils are big and dark, but there is no pure and affectionate like water in the past. Jiang Wenxu's shadow was reflected in the darkness, and the despair and sorrow were overwhelming.

    Jiang Wenxu's heart suddenly tightened and pained. He raised his palm in a daze and wanted to touch He Zhishu's eyelashes, wanting to confirm that the heartbreak he saw was just an illusion.

    But he shrank as soon as he raised his hand, He Zhishu, the man curled up tighter, with blushing finger marks floating on the small half of his face. The sudden movement caused He Zhishu to cough lowly and thinly, his pale face showing extreme pain, and then he choked fiercely, coughing up dark red blood.

    Jiang Wenxu's expression changed, and his pupils suddenly tightened. He leaned down and hugged He Zhishu, his fingers trembling: "What's the matter? What's the matter? Show me...hurry up and show me..."

    He Zhishu was shaking more and more severely, and there was blood in his mouth. Sliding down his lips, he gripped Jiang Wenxu's fingers until they turned pale: "Cold."

    Jiang Wenxu hurriedly tore off the sheets and wrapped them in He Zhishu. He turned He Zhishu into his arms, but he encountered more cold and greasy liquid from under He Zhishu. Jiang Wenxu panicked completely, but there was a rough torn wound in the intestines, and He Zhishu still did not. Stop bleeding.

    "It's okay... It's okay, let's go to the hospital right away. It's okay." Jiang Wenxu didn't know whether he was comforting others or himself, but such a flustered tone was too difficult to get to Jiang Wenxu's mouth. He should always be strategizing, calmly and gracefully watching life and death.

    "I'm not going to the hospital." He Zhishu's tone was flat, but there was some ambiguity. His aspirations were still clear, so he repeated: "I'm not going to the hospital."

    Jiang Wenxu stepped back, and he quickly Turned through the address book and dialed the phone: "Jing Wen? Take the medicine kit and come to my house!"

    Hanging up the phone, Jiang Wenxu put He Zhishu in his arms tighter: "It's okay, Jing Wen will come over right away. Tired. Tired? Tired to sleep for a while in Brother's arms."

    "Jiang Wenxu." He Zhishu's voice was dumb, not so clear, and it was a little peaceful, without complaint, but also without love.

    He Zhishu did not wait for Jiang Wenxu's response. He himself smiled softly: "If you can, I still miss high school. Jiang Wenxu was so good at that time. Everyone liked me, but he only liked me. He had a bad temper and was impatient with everything, but he was willing. Be patient and accompany me. If someone talks to me, he can use a stool to teach others how to speak well. You must first find me in the audience if you receive any awards for any show on the stage."

    He Zhi Shu smiled and slid his face with tears, but he was unconscious and still had that kind of nostalgic smile: "When Jiang Wenxu was seventeen years old, he said he liked me, so I was with him. I I believe he will love me. When I was 19 years old, my family and future were gone. I walked with him. I felt that as long as I was with him, I would not be afraid of hardship. When I was 23 years old, my parents came to Beijing and found me in a car accident. There is nothing left but him. At that time I thought, as long as he is willing to give me a home, I will not leave him in any case."

    The wetness on that face was getting heavier and heavier, He Zhishu opened his eyes wide and looked at the void of air, and tried to suppress the choking firmly in his throat: "He is very good to me, desperately making money, The arrogant and rebellious person who was so arrogant and rebellious in his youth has also learned how to greet him at the wine table, how to toast, how to open the door to the boss... I know that he earns money for me, otherwise he will not just talk because of his biggest client at the time. I took a few sentences and broke other people's hand. Not only did I lose the list, but I almost got locked up for a few days."

    He Zhishu smiled softly and sorrowfully when he said this. The most is the affection that can't be suppressed.

    "But I don't know how people change." He Zhishu coughed again, his mouth was sore and bloody.

    "He doesn't go home anymore. There are fewer and fewer phone calls. Sometimes he gets drunk at night and his clothes are full of perfume. I don't know what to do. A big man is more careful than a girl. I have been thinking about it. Why doesn’t he like me anymore? Is it because I’m not as good-looking as before, or because I just started to learn how to cook food that is not as good as outside, or it’s really just a group of children who are not younger than they are in bed."

    "It's ridiculous . In those two years, I watched gv with the serious attitude of attending classes in high school, just trying to learn to please him. But in the end, it was of no use. I think I probably won’t learn how to tie a man with my body in my life. do down the field endured can not cry for mercy are good, but also how people juggle with it? " "

    I'm so useless, and he was afraid someone else to take me out ... how could it, he planted a person in this life I don’t have enough body...I still don’t have a long heart."

    Jiang Wenxu hugged He Zhishu abruptly, and his voice was painful: "Don't say...Don't say...I was wrong, good, it's brother's fault." Jiang Wenxu's voice was yes. Visible choking, my heart was suffocated and painful.

    He Zhishu's slender eyebrows were raised, as if he hadn't heard Jiang Wenxu's words, his voice lowered, and mixed in his throat with sobs: "When I was in school, I didn't even dare to learn the car. My legs would hurt for a long time when I scratched my skin. …I’m the only one in high school who has memorized the wrong language and it’s popular. I’m the only one in the class who never missed it. I’m afraid of being beaten. It hurts, but I can slap me ruthlessly... I knew at that moment that he doesn't love me anymore."

    "I was wrong... Baby, brother loves you the most... Don't say goodbye, wait until you get better. I'm back... I was wrong, really." Jiang Wenxu became more and more flustered, his heart trembling with fear and pain. He doesn't know anything else, but he can clearly feel that once some words are said, it is impossible to go back to the past.

    He Zhishu quietly listened to Jiang Wenxu's words. There was no response, as if he had heard nothing: "A relationship that can be renounced to others is love for fourteen years for me. It is the only thing that cannot be retired. The reliance on this is all the sweetness that I have tasted, and all the pain that is unforgettable."

    He Zhishu pulled Jiang Wenxu's front, he looked up into the man’s deep eyes, and smiled gently: "So you hit me for the first time. I won’t go, you’re drunk while calling the name you’re drunk, I won’t go, you’re messing around with your lover in France, I won’t go, you suspect that I am ambiguous with others, beat me and rape me, and I don’t need to go... But Jiang Wenxu , Love is gone, how long can I live."

    Jiang Wenxu's body trembled, and some things were out of control in places he didn't know.

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