So I'll be composing a piece or whatever it is😅. I just wanted to convey the thoughts of a person who has been broken which of course in our case is Wei Wuxian.
DARKNESS
I often wake up to find myself
surrounded by dark and mist.
On a road that seems to have
neither a beginning nor any end,
stretched as far as vision can reach.
And there I stand, tired of living
completely hopeless, scared and alone
with no destination within reach.
I often find myself just staring
into nothingness with a blank mind,
no thoughts, no restlessness.
For I have given up any hope.
Hope for happiness, hope for help,
hope for destination, any hope for living.
Just like that I have accepted darkness
and now I find solace here.
Now it doesn't scare me but bring peace.
I find my mind and soul at ease.
I relish the darkness engulfing me,
away from any sign of life.
I am perfectly content
staying away from chaos, completely oblivious.
Even if I can't find eternal happiness,
it's alright as sadness can't find me either.
It didn't take long to understand
that not everyone seeks happiness and adventure,
some seek calm, soothing and peaceful life.
Not everyone has a goal to pursue,
a motivation to move, a destination to reach.
Some people just live.
YOU ARE READING
Return of the lotus
FanfictionWei Wuxian ×OC After trying to commit suicide Wei Wuxian ends up in an unknown place. He learns to stop blaming himself and goes back into the past to change everything for better with his new companion.
