Tw//ed, underage drinking,mention of abuse, abuse?,under age smoking
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"Another day another drink." That's what my dad always says and I guess I picked up on it.
I'm a twitch stream and have millions of fans, don't get me wrong I love them but sometimes being a streamer can be a bit hard. And how I cope with it is a alcoholic beverage the burning sensation in the back of you throat is just such a good feeling I don't know if I'll every stop and I know I know "it's bad for you" but it tastes so good I can't stop.
I got into drinking alcohol at like 13 maybe 14 bec I always hear my dad say "it makes the pain go away" and he's right. When I started to drink I didn't feel the punches or kicks he did to me it was almost like I was numb. But no matter how much a drank I could never forgot seeing my moms dead body just laying on the ground and my dad standing next it with a gun in his hands. There was so much blood, it just would not stop coming. I was only 8.
Tommyinits pov*
*your new boyfriend starts playing*
Come on man can't I just have a little more sleep. I'm so tired. I have to stream though I didn't stream last week, before I do that I get out of bed and walk downstairs very slowly so I don't wake up my father. I go to the kitchen and pull out pancake mix and a pack of bacon. I start to stir the the pancake mix and the rest of ingredients till I get a smooth mixture, once I have a smooth mixture I turn on the stove and put a pan on top, spray some pam and pour my batter.
Time skip cuz I'm lazy*this is when he's done making pancakes*
Alright I'm done with the pancakes time for the bacon. As a place the bacon on the pan I hear footsteps coming down the stairs specifically my dads footsteps."where the fuck is my food" "it will be done in a minute sir I'm just now making the bacon" "hurry the fuck up im hungry" "yes sir" how the fuck do I hurry it up this is the fastest it will cook.
*time skip. The bacon is done btw*
"Finally god what the fuck took you so long"
"Sorry sir"
I place down his plate softly so it don't make to much noise to piss him off, I didn't eat because I'm already to fat.
"Dad I'm gonna stream"
I tell him so he doesn't come into my room well I stream. He only wants me to stream for the money but that's okay bec I get to talk to my friends, if I wasn't making money from twitch then he would not allow me to stream. I'm not gonna lie twitch and YouTube give you so much money it's insane. Anyways let's go stream I text Wilbur if he wants to stream with me he said yes he always does that's why I ask him a lot and bec he's like a brother to me and techno they always make me feel at home oh and especially philza he's more of a father then my actual one lol.
*another time skip cuz I'm lazy*
"Alright boz I think I'm gonna end stream here getting a bit tired and bec I have to do something in a bit *lie* see you guys next stream byyye". I end stream. "Alright I'm gonna leave call bec I got something to do love you guys" "love you to tommy stay safe" we all said our good byes and left the call. Now about "I got something to do" ya no I don't what I plan on doing is going to a gas station and getting a pack of smokes and going to an alcohol store. I grab my wallet and my phone and head down the stairs to be greeted by my dad downs stairs waiting "where the hell do you think your going!?"
"I coming down stairs to ask if I can go on a walk I can get you a pack of smokes if you want?"
"Sure, now leave before I get even more mad"
"Okay sir bye"
I walk to the door to open it and slowly close it to not make to much noise. I start to walk to a nearby gas station, it was pretty dark I should check the time. I pull my phone out to see the screen light yup and the time saying 10:00 pm, damn how long did I stream for.
*time skip to when he gets to the gas station also I have changed my mind the alcohol he's getting is in the same gas station he's getting his smokes from*
I open the door to hear a bell going on to notify some opened the door. I was a regular here and everyone knows it they know it's bad to sell alcohol to kids but they don't care it's more money for them."hello tommy how have you been"
"I have been fine same old same old...uh could I get two packs of smokes any kind and a bottle of vodka please"
"Yup the total will be $41.78"
"Yup here you go" I hand they guy a $50 bill got my stuff and my change back and I said my goodbyes
As soon as I got out of the store I piped opened the drink and started to chug it, the burning sensation in the back of my throat feels so good I don't ever want to make it stop.
I kept on walk the opposite side of where my house is hoping to find a place to sit by now I was a bit tipsy but it's fine. After about 2 miles I found a bridge. Perfect. Looking down at the bridges always calmed me for some reason and I don't know why it's not like I'm scared of death. I'm have drank more than 3/4 of my drink when I hear a car pull over right behind me thinking of anything I just keep doing what I'm doing. Oh shit I forgot I had smokes I'm so dumb as I think that I bring out the pack and a lighter, I bring the cigarette to my mouth and I light it, it just taste so good for some reason and I don't know why.
Wilburs pov
I went to go make a bowl of cereal but than I realized I'm out of milk but I really want cereal so fuck it I'm going to the store. The problem is it takes a bit to get their but theirs a short cut if you go on this bridge. So I did.
I was driving on the bridge untill I saw this kid he had a black hoodie on and his hood was up so I couldn't see his face, he had almost an empty alcohol bottle!! What!!. I should ask if he's okay.
I went up to the kid and said "hey kid are you alright" he turns around only for me to realize it's tommy fucking innit "tommy!! Is that you"
To be continued
Hehe
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Their will be a part two!
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