Tw//mention of suicide,mention of sh?,death,self hate
Phil's pov*
"Okay kids let's head back home"
"Ok dadza" they both said
Time skip to when they get home*
We are finally home I get to see my boy I missed him a lot he's always the conversation starter, ya he's loud but that's what makes him, him and I love it tho I don't think I have shown it recently, I hope he knows we love him.
"Ok guys let's go before it gets dark"
We walk inside to see the house spotless but I don't hear anything maybe he's sleeping?
"Tommy plz come down we're home!!"
No answer
"Tommy!!"
Still no answer
"I'm coming up their"
And so I did I open up his door to see a very clean room and paper on his bed. I go to his bed to see letters? Then I see my name I pick it up and read, half way thur I was sobbing he really had done it. But he looked so happy what happened.
"BOYS GET UP HERE NOW"
"What is it dad!!"they both say has running up stairs
"What"
"Read these"he hands them both notes with their names on it same thing happened to them sobbing.
"My boy is gone"
"No no no no he probably j-just ran away right...right!!"wilbur did not want to think Tommy's dead tommy was alive and well he just ran away right right. Technoblade was in shock he didn't know how to deal with his brother dying it's not like he can deal with emotions to begin with this just made it worse.
"Should we call the police to go find his body for a funeral"philza said
"Ya ya just, just hold on a bit let us call up some people okay"
"Ok if you want I can tell them"
Philza new how to control is emotions so he was gonna call people he didn't want them sobbing out again when saying what happen.
"Ya sure"
"Ok I'll be back"
*tommy is not in the smp yet he was gonna be"
Phil called up The whole dream smp discord surprisingly everyone answered like everyone. I told them the news and they all went quite tubbo on the other hand was sobbing his best friend committed suicide.
"Tubbo their was a note for you do you want me to read it out"
"Y-yeah sure"
He barely said that without sobbing again
"Dear tubbo,
You were a lovely best friend if though I was always bullying you, you still stuck around and for that I love you were really the only one that kept me alive. I love you. Don't blame yourself you did nothing and I mean nothing all you did was help even when I relapse you still were by my side %100 for that I love you. Just because I died does not mean you can live either I heard that ranboo guy was a good person be friends with him, you don't have to move on fully but just continue streaming and eating and just be you even if I'm not here I will always be looking down on you or up. Love you man stay safe."
"O-h g-od tommy" he bursted out sobbing again
"Hey tubbo what did he mean by relapse?" Dream asked
"Tommy s-elf h-armed"
"What"
"Do you guys want to fly out to the Ik for the funeral"
All of them said and I would be picking up tubbo went George picked up the rest.
*time skip cuz I'm lazy it's the funeral*
Wilburs pov
I was still in shock not gonna lie but the funeral is today so I'm gonna have to get over it it's been 5 days sense we found out he was dead. The police found his body near *name of bridge* bridge and they also found this green bandanna that he always had with him, tubbo gave it to him when they were tiny, tubbo has a red one. No one is really holding up they are always crying witch I get but I just hid it well.
3 hours later
Technos pov
He's dead he's actually dead I say to myself has I stare at his lifeless body in the casket. I thought he was okay I thought he knew we loved him how could I miss the signs how could I be so dumb. Stupid stupid techno how could you be so dumb.
"Has we are gather here today to morn the loss of tommy *middle name* Minecraft he was an amazing caring person who always was so happy. We all loved him so very much but he had to leave this world oh so soon at the age of 16 may you Rest In Peace tommy you did good in the time of life you had here you made us all happy.
Everyone by now was sobbing they had just lost someone so young but yet so strong.
"Can I say something" Phil said
"Yes you may"
Phil starts to walk up their till he get right to tommy.
"We're gonna miss you tommy so very much it pains me that you couldn't see how much we loved and cared about you, you always were the conversation starters. The funny thing I find about you tommy is even tho people are really sad you always make jokes, you make jokes even in serious situation but only to calm people down or make them stress less. I-I remember a long time ago when your mom died you were always trying to make techno, wilbur and I happy you did everything you could to make us happy and I may have not shown it then but you really help cheered me up you made me get off my ass and continue my life tho I still miss her I continue bec I know that she would be disappointed in me. Now that your gone I don't know how I'll get better but I do know that I'll have people by my side. I love you son and I always will."
*3 years later*
Today was the day my son had died and yes I was sad but I had to continue for him. We where doing well, tho we miss tommy a lot, we've gone into his room a couple of times but not all the time just when we miss him. We are never taking down his stuff they are staying their for him something to hang on to.
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