Don't Be Fooled, I Was Raised By The Wolves (Falling In Reverse FanFic)

Isn't This Exactly Where You'd Like Me?

(Please read the P.S on the bottom, sort of an announcement)

I laid still in bed, starring up at the ceilng. Do I really want to leave? Or should I just stay? If I leave, there's nothing out there for me. Hell, I worked at a fucking Taco Bell!

If I really wanted to leave though, I could always start a new life! I could leave this damned place and just get up and leave without any trace or sound. I wouldn't have to be sacrificed. Better yet, Ronnie and the others wouldn't have to fight! As I kept racing these thoughts in my head, I heard a slight knock at my door, causing me to be slightly alerted.

"I thought you'd be asleep" I whispered at Ronnie as he walked through the door, before closing it behind him.

"I couldn't fall asleep" he shrugged as he came and sat down at the edge of my bed.

"So what's up?" I asked as I sat up, kicking off my blanket and threw my feet off the side so I was sitting besides him.

"Nothing really, just mu just my thoughts keeping me up" he shrugged once again, turning a bit to face me.

"And what's keeping you up?" I moved all of my hair over to my right shoulder.

"You leaving" he sighed, pushing his hand through his hair.

"I thought... Didn't you... You don't want me to leave?" I said a little flustered.

"No, I really don't want you to. But I figured that it'll be a lot safer if you do, but either way it's really up to you whether or not you leave. I don't want to force you anymore. You looked miserable when I forced you. And when we actually just stood around, chilling, and had you actually be able to go off on your own, you looks fine, as if nothing could ever stop you. But I keep bringing you back here. I keep you away from the outside. Like a little hamster in it's cage. Trapped." he shook his head.

"I want to leave... But then I don't at the same time." I sighed.

"Why don't you? I'm not saying that like I want you out, but it seems like it would be what you'd want in the end" He turned and faced me completely.

"I don't know. The most I did with my life before this was work at a stupid Taco Bell. There's nothing out here for me anymore. Everyone I knew probably already forgotton about me" I silently groaned at myself due to frustration.

"Well like I said before, it's totally up to you. I'd even be fine if you'd just left after this conversation, well as long as you told me of course." He gave me a sad, small smile.

"If i do, how would I know that we'd be able to talk again. Yes I still think Jacky is a fucking dick, but there were times that I enjoyed being here" I looked down, sighing once more.

"I honestly don't know if we will. But that's way better than any of the other outcomes that may come if you don't. I'm only doing this because I really want you to be safe" he said, lifing my chin so that I was staring at him. "I care about you. Even with my very fucked up way in showing it" he smiled once more, looking down at my lips afterwards before bringing his closer to mine, kissing me. After a few seconds, be pulled away, keeping his arm around me, which I hadn't realized he had, looking down at me.

Well then.

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Random ending I know!

They kissed ;p

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P.S. I will be posting an Author's Note right after this is poster, please read it cause it technically is important to this story)