Bloodshot eyes//DNF

{different}

CW//mentions of knives, death, self harm

Yes, I can reclaim all the slurs that are used in this story.

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"I know what you did."

Clay hitches his breath. "W-What?" George laughs. "Don't worry. It's completely fine. I wanted that retard dead anyway."

"I'm so sorry George I-I don't know what had gotten into me that night it's just- I was so scared of you getting hurt by her again."

"It's fine, Clay." George cuddles against his boyfriend. "Listen. George we need a break. I don't know why..we just..we just need one."

"What..?" George's breath hitches.

"I need a break."

"Please Clay.." George sighs. "No. We need a break from eachother. Just a week okay?" Clay says.

He's rewarded with silence.

Soon George speaks up. "Okay" he gets up, tears in his eyes. Clay gets up as well, leaning down and pressing a kiss against the boys Cheek. "I love you." Clay says.

"Mhm." George pulls away, leaving his boyfriend standing.

-George's house, 11:50PM-

⚠️SH STARTS HERE!!⚠️

George walks inside, going straight into the bathroom sobbing. "Why.." he sobs. Without thinking, he grabs the blade in the sink drawer. He raises it above his wrist and rips it across his frail arms, blood forming and spilling out.

He does it multiple times. Cut after cut. Sob after sob. Blood spills out of his wrists. Scream after scream. Tear after tear.

Soon, his wrists were painted in blood, cuts marking down his body. He stops, looking at what he did. "FUCK YOU CLAY." He screams. He brings the blade right over a fresh cut, pressing down and ripping it across his skin.

⚠️SH IS DONE⚠️

George looks up at himself in the mirror, panting. He hears his phone ring, seeing it's his sister niki. (Yes niki nihachu deal with it)

He answers, putting her on speaker. "Hey! You okay? I heard you from next door and I wanna make sure you're okay." She asks. "No. No I'm not."

"Don't worry I'm coming right now." George's sister hangs up.

Niki walks outside, going to her brothers house which was right by hers. She walks inside, hearing sobbing come from the bathroom.

She runs upstairs, her brother obviously needing help. She sees the bathroom slightly open, light leaking out of it. As she opens it, she sees her brother quickly rolling his sleeves down.

"George what happened!" She says, running up to him as he collapses into her arms. "Hey hey hey. Calm down. What happened?" She asks softly.

"Clay..Clay said we needed a break and I.. I think he wants to break up with me"

"And what's all this?"

"I.."

"You were cutting again?"

George nods into her chest.

She hated to see her own brother like this. She hated that he was going through so much.

"It's okay.."

"It's not 'okay' niki! I was clean for..for two fucking months! Two months! And I ruined it." He sobs. "Every second counts." Niki rubs his back.