Bloodshot eyes//DNF

Time flies by...

CW// suicide, mental health issues.

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Two weeks had passed, George getting calls from the hospital.

He just wanted his boyfriend back. He was getting impatient but he would wait.

Whatever it takes.

Most of these nights, George wouldn't even get any sleep due to Clay not being with him. God he just wanted to see him. Why couldn't he? He wanted to go to the hospital but he was terrified. He didn't want to see his boyfriend Barely alive. He had cried for hours until his eyes hurt and seeing his boyfriend would only make him cry harder.

But then time started flying. 2 weeks turned into 3, 3 weeks turned into a month. That turned into 2 months. 2 months slowly turned into 3.

It had been 3 months since Clay had tried to kill himself, and he was still in a coma. George was losing hope. The boy hadn't woken up and he was worried. He wanted to see him so badly but he couldn't. He was too scared. He got so many calls in the past 3 months that they weren't even damaging him anymore.

He remembered all the good times they had. All the memories. And this might be their last memory. God, without his boyfriend George just wanted to kill himself even more.

But he was staying for Clay.

Now, he was standing infront of a mirror, a stranger staring back at him. He had a blade over his wrist and he was about to rip it across until his phone rang. It was the hospital.

"Hello? Is this George Davidson?"

God he was so tired of getting these stupid calls. "Yes it is."

"Boyfriend of Clay fritch?"

He couldn't even hear the boys name without tears in his eyes. "Yep."

"He's awake. He's out of his coma."

George's face dropped.

"Is he..talking at all? Moving?"

"He's not talking, but he's been moving around a bit."

George was feeling so many emotions. "He'll be able to come home today, we'll tell you how you need to help him."

"Alright!"

"And you'll need to come here today to pay the bills and sign a paper to get him out."

"Okay."

"Well, I'm gonna let you go now."

-a few hours later-

George got in the car, sighing. Why was he scared? He was going to see his boyfriend! The person he loved! So why was he scared..?

He hasn't seen him in three whole months.

-I CANT FUCKING WRITE CAR RIDES so at the hospital-

George walked up to the front desk, slipping his mask on. "Uhm..hi! I'm here to see Clay fritch."

"Hello! You're seeing who? These masks make everything so quiet" the lady laughs. "Uhm- Clay fritch!"

"Alright! George Davidson?"

"Yep."

"I'm gonna need your drivers license"

George pulls it out of his wallet, handing it to her. "Alright! You're good to go. You just need to sign these two papers. One for the bill, the other to get him out of here."

George quickly signs his signature on both, then placing down $700 on one of them.

"Alright! Last i just need you to give me your wrist."

He places down his wrist, the lady placing a wristband around it with his name, gender, and age.

"And he's been moved to room 003 on floor 2!"

George nods, walking away to the elevator. He steps inside, pressing floor 2 and bouncing his leg slightly.

The elevator rings, George feeling the elevator go to second floor. It dings again, the door opening. He walks out, walking down the hall.

He found 003 and saw a little girl sitting in a chair, a older lady who was sat at a desk and finally Sapnap.

"Sapnap! How did you find out?"

"The..the hospital called me after calling his mom."

"Oh. Who's this girl?"

"Hihi! I'm drista!"

"I'm clays sister!"

She looked around 8, 10 at the most. "Well? What are you waiting for? You gonna go see him?" Sapnap asks. "Yeah-yeah sure."

George walks inside, taking his mask off and covering clays eyes. "Guess who.."

"Hmm..lemme think..george?"

George takes his hands away, smiling as Clay felt a kiss placed on his head. "I've missed you so much baby boy..you don't even know." George whispers into the boys hair. "Guess what? As soon as we're done you get to come home!"

"I am?"

"Yep!"

Clay smiled, his face beaming. "Can we go home now?"

"Of course. I need to get a nurse first."

George walks out, walking towards the nurse who was taking care of the blond boy. "Hi! Uh, Clay is ready to leave."

"Alright! All he needs to do is just get dressed and then we need to get him a wheelchair."

"Uhm- why a wheelchair?"

"I dunno. Just something that hospitals do."

"Also you'll need this paper. It has a list of things you need to do to take care of him."

"Alright!"

George walks back in, slowly picking his boyfriend up. "Come on sweetheart..you gotta get dressed."

"Okay.."

"Need me to help?" 

Clay nods. "Alright sweetie I can help"

George lifts up the hospital night gown, then slips on his sweater. He then sets clay on the bed and slips his pants and boxers in. "All done! Now we gotta get you a wheelchair.."

"Why a wheelchair?"

"just a thing hospitals do to keep you safe."

"mm okay.."

George hugs his boyfriend, leaving to grab a wheelchair from the nurse. He grabs it, then walks back inside. Clay slowly drops down into the wheelchair, george grabbing the handles and wheels him out. "Is brother okay?" Drista asks, grabbing onto Georges hand. "He's just fine Drista. Don't worry! Brothers gonna be okay."

Sapnap follows behind them, the group all going to the elevator and going inside. "who is you?" Drista asks George. "I'm george! I'm your brothers boyfriend."

"I knew it! You're bi!" Drista points at clay. "Well is it a bad thing?"

"NO!" Drista slightly yells. "Hey drista, we gotta keep it down okay?" Sapnap says. "Ok!"

George feels drista squeeze his hand, the little girl smiling. "Sappy! I holding Gogys hand!"

"Gogy?" George asks. "uh huh! Thats what brother calls you sometimes when I can text him on mommys phone!" Drista giggles. "Thats adorable.." George laughs. The group finally gets down onto the 1st floor. Clay stands up, George folding the wheelchair up and putting it where the others were. They all go outside and say their goodbyes as Sapnap picks drista up and takes her to his car and George takes Clay to his. "Oh baby..I've missed you so so much." George places a kiss on Clays hand.

"I missed you too.."

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