Bloodshot eyes//DNF

Healing.

CW//Small mentions of suicide, mature language, pills

AUTHORS NOTE! I AM TWO YEARS YOUNGER THAN PAYTON! therefore I'm 12 so please no sexual comments about me or asking for socials!
Also please no age shaming, I'm sorry my mom didn't get her bussy ruined in 1230 bc

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George and Clay were cuddled in bed, George being awake while Clay was sleeping in his arms. God he looked beautiful. George leaned down, placing a small kiss on the boys head. He looked over at the clock on the dresser to see it was nearly 5:00am. How had he woken up this early? Soon, he feels his boyfriend start to move. "You awake baby?" he asks. Clay nods. "Okay.."

"What t-time is it..?" Clay asks. "Almost 5:00am sweetie. You wanna go back to bed?"

Clay shakes his head. "just wanna cuddle.."

"Alright. We can just cuddle. Do you wanna talk about anything?"

"Nothing in particular.."

"Drista called last night. She said she was worried about you and that she loves you very much." George smiles. Clay smiles as well, knowing his sister cares about him. "Can we go anywhere today?" He asks. "We gotta go to the pharmacy to pick up your meds for your ADHD. Have you been taking them?"

Clay didn't want to lie to him so he told the truth. "I-I haven't I'm sorry..I've been throwing them away I'm sorry please don't be mad.."

"Hey honey. It's okay. But you gotta start taking them okay?" George says, starting to play with his hair. "Okay.."

"sweetheart. Look at me."

Clay picks his head up, looking at his boyfriend as tears brim in his eyes. "I love you so much. Remember that okay?"

"b-but I feel like you don't.."

"I'm sorry George.." Clay mumbles, burying his head into the boys chest. "Hey sweetie..No need to be sorry. I know what you're going through right now and I promise that I'm here." George said, playing with the blond boys hair. Clay started to let out small sobs. "Oh baby boy..it's okay. It's okay sweetheart."

"Hey..let it out honey It's okay."

"I'm right here."

Clay lets out more and more sobs, his boyfriend rubbing his back. "Shh...Shh baby it's okay." 

"I..I'm sorry.."

"It's okay my love."

"B-But i lied! I told you I-I was taking them when i wasn't I'm sorry.."

"Shhh it's okay. I promise. I know things have been rough on you sweetie." George whispers softly. "Shh.."

"I'm..im sorry..please j-just say it's okay..please.."

"It's okay angel. It's okay."

"T-Thank you..." Clay buries his head into the brunets chest, the boy rubbing his back more and placing little kisses on his head.

"I love you so much." George says, his boyfriend calming down. "My sweet sweet boy" he mutters.

"B-Baby?"

"What is it sweetheart?" George asks. "What..what if I didn't make it? Like..what if my suicide attempt worked?"

"Then my world would fall apart."

"Mm.."

"Hey! How about we call Sapnap and see how he's doing?" George says. "Baby it's 5:00am..he wouldn't be awake."

"You're Right..just wanna cuddle?" George asks. Clay nods. "Okay we can just cuddle."

"I love youuu" Clay mumbles. "aw.. I love you too sweetheart."

"Bubbass? Can I have kisses.." Clay asks. "Of course sweetie. Come on. Sit on my lap." George says, his boyfriend doing so. George starts to place little soft kisses over the boys face.

"Yayyy i got kisses"

"you did.." George tells him. The blond whines, burying his face into the crook of the others neck. "what's with you and burying your face into my neck or chest? It's adorable but do you wanna hide your face or something?"

Clay nods. "Oh baby boy..you're beautiful. Do you know how gorgeous you are?" George asks. Clay shakes his head. "Can I lay in between your legs baby.." Clay asks. "Oh pretty..of course you can."

Clay slides down, laying in between his boyfriends thighs. George starts to play with the boys hair. "Mm..that feels nice..."

"Does it?"

"Mhm..it's gonna make me fall asleep..." Clay mutters. "That's okay angel. You fall asleep whenever you want." George says, kissing the boys head. "Mm.."

"I love you.." Clay says. "I love you more"

"No you don't." Clay grunts. "Yes I do" George cooes. "I do."

"Fine."

George leans down and gives the boy a kiss. "Mwah. I loved you."

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Didn't know how to finish LMAO SORRY