Aftermath A Bayverse story

(12) Forgiveness isn't given

Ratchet POV 

*sighs*. For the last 4 weeks Alex or any of the humans haven't talk to me about Alex condition or in general. I'm used to not being talked to for most of this war but this time it's something I caused. I don't know what came over me to throw her but I couldn't let her see or hear what I said. Ironhide and Optimus scolded me and restricted my hours of the med bay. Well to be completely honest Optimus pretty much restricted me and everyone else agreed. I was mad at first since I have yet to fix bee but Taylor has been helping me a lot. When im not in the med bay she comes with Ironhide and jazz as they work on bee for me. I would say I don't appreciate it but I'm in no position to say such a thing. 

The restriction was from 8pm to the next day or 12pm on certain days. I also couldn't be in the med bay forever I had to at least go out at least one time a day. I felt like I was being babysitted but I didn't argue...it would have been worse on my end if I did. I was thinking about what was happening to Alex right now even though it was none of my business. Primus I hated being so curious especially since this whole damn thing is my doing. Thinking about all of this I was on my breth until my door was knocked. "Open" I said. Optimus opened the door and sat on the breth as I sat up. 

"What do you want prime I'm taking my rest like you ordered" I scoffed. 

"I was actually here to talk to you about what Alex's parents decision" Optimus said. 

"What did they say". I asked. 

"They said for they know that you are a good person deep down and that even if you have your ways your still Alex's friend. They wouldn't take that away form her or you...it wouldn't be fair. But they do say this...say away for Alex until she is ready to be speak by anyone of us. Lennox has already gave them what they look like in your holoform's so don't pull that on them. And if they do find out they will get the government involved and much more will happen". Optimus stated. 

"It seems there taking this very personal...I shall respect their choice" I said. 

"I'm glad old friend but I must say something and I know you hate to talk about it". Optimus said. 

"Optimus don't go there with me safe it I'm already broken". I sighed. 

"Let me finish old friend...she would of want you to help others not of our race...she did use to say you helped everyone in need". Optimus said. 

"That was a very long time ago Optimus I've changed...". I said. 

"But your spark hasn't..ratchet your one of the most bravest soldier I have ever been blessed to meet while being a prime. Even though I may be the youngest prime of them all know this I am not blinded I can see through you sometimes. Does Alex remind you of her"Optimus asked. 

"...no she doesn't and if you continue I will throw you out this room don't test me Optimus" I warmed. 

"I know old friend just...be mindful of others especially at your age. The most we can do now to stay away form Alex and for everyone that's an order". Optimus said. 

"Okay Optimus I understand". I sighed as he nodded and left. 

*Meanwhile with Carter*. 

Everything was fine at work though it could've gone much better. Ron was being a bastard but he's a good friend of mine we go way back. When I first started the job he helped me find my footing in it, though sometimes he can be a bit to much. As I was on my way home I had gotten a text from my wife Susan I picked up the call. "Hey Susan how is...everything"? I asked as there was static until her voice came over the phone but in a rush. "Whoa whoa! Slow down what are you saying"? I asked. She calmed down and told him what had happened. "ALEX GOT SHOT"! I yelled. "Y-yes she did I did as well...it was targeted c-Carter s-someone's after us..". Susan said. "Okay I'll be at the hospital a just wait for me okay"! I yelled again. "W-we're fine and we are in the hospital but Alex is...she might be...gone".