Let me help you- Janthony

Part 16- just do it

Jasmines POV
Ive been distancing myself from Anthony all week and I feel terrible, he has no idea why and he's not about to know why but he'll think he knows why.

"Umm hey Ant" I say nervously

"Mhm" he looks at me

"I-I'm going to stay with Pippa"

"Oh ok. Why?" He asks

"Well I Uh don't want to stay in my apartment yet and I think it'll just make things harder and-"

"You can stay here, you don't have to leave" he smiles at me. His happy smile makes this hard, he doesn't know what's about to happen.

I almost started crying, "hey what's wrong" he's worried and that makes this so much harder cause he cares. So much, and so do I which is why I have to do this. I can't let him get hurt.

He walked up to me, placed his hands on my shoulders and tried to kiss my forehead. I dodged it and backed away. Now he just looked scared. Him trying to calm me makes this harder. Everything about this is hard.

Just do it Jas, you have to. "Ant, we h-have to break up"

"W-what are you talking about" he grabbed my hand

I figured this would be easier if I were angry so I yelled at him, "we can't be together, we don't work! Let go of me" his face looked terrified

He let go of my hand, "I thought we were ok, we can talk about this Jas what's wrong."

"No we cant!" I tried my best to hold back my tears but his eyes teared up and I couldn't do this, I left with my bag I packed. I had planned this, not exactly how I was going to do it but leaving yes. Getting away from him will keep him safe.

I heard him break down when I left and it felt like my heart had been pulled from my chest cause I did that to him and I can't fix it. When I got out of my apartment, I got a text from the unknown number that had been texting me all week.

Unknown: times up, did you do it

Me: yes. I'm not staying with him tonight, I'm not staying in my apartment either where I'd be close to him, I just left.

Unknown: good

Me: are you happy now. You ruined everything good once again.

Unknown: where are you now

Me: I'm not stupid. Why would I tell you where I am?

Unknown: for all I know you could be with you're little freckle boy and I might have to do something about it

Me: I'm walking to my friends place alright, leave him alone

Unknown: oh I will;)

I put my phone away. My tears ran dry and I had none left to cry. I was almost there then I was pulled into an ally by someone, I didn't get a chance to see their face but I knew the feeling of those hands, the ones that have hit me too many times.

"Let go of me" I tried to break free of his grasp

"Calm down baby"

"Don't call me that" I fought

Eventually I was too tired to fight back, maybe from the multiple times he hit had hit me or maybe just me fighting back for too long.

I woke up in a familiar room, my room in my apartment. My whole body hurt, I looked and I was covered in bruises. I hadn't been covered in bruises in awhile.

Pippas POV
Jazzy asked me if she could stay with me tonight. She didn't tell me why but obviously I said yes, I love spending time with her. She's been acting strange all week, maybe sad or mad, definitely tired.

She was supposed to be here 30 minutes ago, she's probably just running late but I thought I'd text her, just to be sure.

Me: hey Jas, just wondering if you'll be on your way:)

She didn't answer. I waited another half hour and she still hasn't answered so I called her, no answer. Then I call Anthony, he didn't answer either. Maybe they fell asleep early or something, it was a long day.

An hour went by and I called them both again, neither of them answered, they're most likely sleeping so I went to sleep, texting Jazzy to tell her in case she's not sleeping and wanted to come later.

I haven't written anything in awhile for my own reasons and I'm getting better but none of my other story's have been updated except this one because I have a lot pre written but I keep forgetting to update it on time, so here ya go