Måneskin imagines book

pregnant /Ethan pt 1

S/n - sisters name

you were shaking as you held the pregnancy test in your hands, what were you going to tell Ethan? His band was just becoming famous and he probably didnt want a kid and he would leave u when he found out your having his baby. You started to cry while sliding down the bathroom wall, Ethan was currently at band practice and wasnt coming home for a couple of hours.The reason why you were taking the test in the first place was because you had been throwing up a lot in the mornings and gaining a bit of weight and wanted to see if your having a baby but now that you know its true you were freaking out. You loved Ethan a lot and if he didnt want a baby and he left you with an unborn child you would be crushed, but after more crying you decided to go to your sisters for a while to get your head straight. You left a note on the bench for Ethan saying where you were and then packed your bags 

time skip to sisters house........

y/n- s/n what am i going to do

s/n- you need to calm down ok your going to be fine

y/n- what do i do if he leaves me

s/n- he wont leave you and plus thing about it your having a child there is a person growing inside you thats crazy, im going to be a aunty!!!

all i did was laugh at her happiness and think about how i was going to have a baby an actual baby maybe this isnt the worst thing after all

y/n- maybe your right but if he leaves me im going to be crushed

s/n- ik but he might not 

all i did was nod and walk into the kitchen to get some food

Ethans POV

i walk in the door to find  a note on the table saying that y/n will be gone for a couple of day and shell be at her sisters, i was getting worried that she didnt love me anymore or that something is wrong so i decided to go to s/n house.

i got in the car and thought about all the possible reasons why y/n would want to leave, was it me? am i not good enough for her?

i had to push all those thoughts out of my head if i wanted to keep a clear head and so i kept driving

y/n POV

after crying some more and eating ice cream i was laying on the couch watching a movie with s/n until we heard a knock at the door, s/n got up and checked who it was and gave me a sad look when she saw who it was

Then she walked to the side and let the person in the house and it was Ethan, he came and sat down next to u and grabed your hands and thats when you started to cry again

Ethan- y/n whats going on

y/n- Ethan i found something out today and i dont know if i should tell you because i dont want you to leave me

Ethan- bby i will never leave you  promise tell me whats wrong

i just looked down debating if i wanted to tell him or not

y/n- im sorry i cant tell you

and he looked angry and confused

Ethan- wait why

y/n- because i love you with all my heart and i dont wont to destroy your life and i dont want you to leave me

Ethan then got up and started walking away

Ethan- y/n i love u 2 and thats why i want to know whats going on ok? i want to be able to help you so please can u tell me

and then i shook my head and i could tell he was getting angry

y/n- im sorry i cant

Ethan then walked up to me to hug me and kiss me on my forehead

Ethan- bby im always going to be here for you so when your ready to tell me ill be waiting for you at home ok?

and i nodded and started crying more

Ethan- take as long as you need but remember bby i will never leave you

and he walked out of the door and i started to have a break down, why didnt i tell him? what if he doesn't leave me so i decided to go after him........

pt 2 coming soon