Goodbye, For Now

Epilogue

Dear Louis,

My precious Louis, I'm so sorry I left you. You were my escape from the pain. But this pain, was too strong. You'll be okay. I know you're strong, a lot stronger than I am. I want you to know it's okay to move on. It's okay for you to forget me, I don't want to be remembered. Trust me Lou, I was nothing special. I was a waist of time, money, love, space. I was a burden. I'm not worth being remembered.

I know it's selfish of me to leave you like this. You didn't deserve this. You were just trying to help. Thank you. Thank you so much for trying. I'm sorry all of your work went to waist. But that's all I am. A waist.

I love you Louis, even in death, I still love you. Till death do us part right? I hope we meet again someday. I hope God still loves me despite how broken I am. I hope He takes good care of me. Live a good life Lou, live a good, long life. Have children, have grandchildren. Be happy. You're life is much better without me. Everyone's will be.

I love you Louis. I'm sorry I had to go.

Goodbye, for now.

Love,

Shelby