"It is May 13,2014 and I know I'm going to regret this but here is my suicide note.I know that whoever reads this needs to know about my past I need resolve it but it won't help that I'm gone.some people may or may not know that I've been beaten and abused by my uncle ever since I was two.I want people to know this now that I'm gone and I wanted to let them know that I'm happy where I'm at. I've been physically beaten I have also been scarred in my past from what he has done. I've been locked up in a little room for all my life scared and not knowing what is outside in the real life world. i've heard voices of other people down and down in the bottom of the house people that I meant might've known but they don't know I exist,they didn't know that I was up there and I know that is hard as I could scream people would ask what was upstairs my uncle would say it's just a ghost.when I was in a ghost it was me and no one knew it.I could've saved myself but there was no way I would ever hear me I had no contact with the outside world.I did online school, but if I missed one day my uncle called me out on it she beat me with a leather belt. Don't feel bad that I'm gone you're reading this it just means that now you know that I'm in a happy place and then I can finally get out a burden that's been inside me for years.I want Niall Horan to read this even know he probably won't,I want to know that I existed and that I love him. He was the best thing that ever come to my life along with the other four boys of one direction.I loved him so much I don't know what I could've done if they didn't exist.I would've been gone long before this if they haven't been there for me. I know they never saw my Twitter tweets, but all of them are about how much I love them.I still Love them, I will always love the people that kept me alive. I'm sorry if I'm not here now and you're reading this. Don't feel bad about it I'm in a better place now."
"I love you"
~Emma Brown
I hope I don't do it now I still want One Direction to know I love them. I will try hard not to. I made the note just in case. This is something that needs to get out some how.
