Even though I had just lost my left leg Niall has made my life complete. This was the best day ever. I love Niall so much I can't even express it in words. I have better then words;)sadly Niall had left but then the other four boys came in,
Harry
Zayn
Liam and
Louis
All came in to see me too that was amazing. We chatted and I got their personal phone numbers too!!!
Yet again I don't know how they can trust me. The one question I asked them was if they were going to break up any time soon.
And Zayns reaction was "h*ll no we are like a family, like brothers we can't we love our job of making people smile too much!!"
"Don't BELIVE in rumors until I create them!" Said Niall.
I try not to Believe any rumors ! It is just kind of hard considering I am a 24/7 fan girl it's hard to not being in touch with the boys. Don't even get me started with Niall's part in better then words. OMG best thing ever live. I can't wait to see them live I never have before, this is my first time! Be proud of me; I am really rethinking the whole suicide thing. I only cut once yesterday!! But I still did that counts. I miss it it brings me happiness even though you may think it hurts you get use to the dark blood trickling down your arm. It hurt the first few times, but I got over it. But when I come home I am going to rip up the note I promised Niall that I would. he told gammy but he said it was for my own protection.
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It is now 3:00pm and I am getting released the boys have been texting me and Niall has been texting me the most. It is kind of in a flirty way! I hope he asks me out. Oh I doubt it I am thinking to myself. What kind of super hot super famous guy would date a worthless pile of trash?? I wouldn't want to. Any ways I am going home now. I am scared to go near cars I don't want to get hit again.
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