White Lies | VMIN (Book One)

⚠️CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN⚠️

WARNING⚠️➡️ it contains obscenity it also contains voyeurism and religion related it was all just a figment of my mind ➡️⚠️ if you are not comfortable you can skip thank you.

                   🌹Infant soul-God why me?🌹

My eyes are weeping a blood tears dripping. I'm howling like rain that will flood the ground. I am treading my soul, its thirsty for attention a love for understanding. I am also a victim, why don't you take pity on me? why do you just pass by me forgetting me? Am I just a shadow of the past..it's kills my infant soul to the extreme.
My life and story are also similar to ordinary creature. Why am I considered a plague infectious disease in humans? I was born a human being, just like you, I also have the right to live and enjoy a place in your world.
Why do people consider me to be socially unacceptable? Am I not entitled?..can only stay in my dark place. Force to stay with a judgmental eye?..Is my personality disturbing your life? That you want me to end kill my soul. Where did you come from, do you know me? You pushed me to kill and taught me to be selfish..to be greedy and to claim what I don't own..Now I will go back and collect from those who oppressed me a debt is debt.
I blamed god for my fate, he is what I hate absolutely so much. He is to blame in my bitter naive innocence, doesn't protect my tiny body from cruelty of the world. He doesn't help me he forsakes me..I throw him out of my life. I will never recognize him, why? because he left me for I am thy infant I cry out in anguish, but no one cares for me and thou wast considered a rag. For am i an anghel with a broken soul.

GOD SAYS IN THE BIBLE:

The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.
The righteous person may have many troubles, but the Lord delivers him from them all; he protects all his bones, not one of them will be broken. Evil will slay the wicked; the foes of the righteous will be condemned. The Lord will rescue his servants; no one who takes refuge in him will be condemned.
Psalms 34:18-‬22

                       ‼️The Masochist's Grief‼️

               🥀I am also a human-masochist🥀

Tears running down my cheeks this is the only thing I can do,  I'm afraid to approach taehyung maybe he won't accept my old personality. I love him so much but I'm not what he wants, what else can be done for him to remain only mine.

Standing in the dark part of the library room watching the two men commit lewdness. Every moan of the two men he watched seemed to be a knife tearing his heart.

His fist was clenched as he punched his own head, his tears full of sorrow filled his heart with anger.

"it's your fault kookie you don't restrict your boyfriend trying to steal the thing that should only for me" the irritated beanie kuokoo says that tears blurred his eyes.

Beanie kuokoo's heart is blinded by jealousy ..

Beanie Kuokoo at the beginning of the scene is standing in a dark corner and watching the event of two men committing lewdness. It was like a movie theater in his eyes that the story had a tearful emotional scene. What beanie kuokoo wants is for him to be in jimin's place, that he is the one who gives that feeling to taehyung.

"kookie it's your fault it's your fault..will you kill that man or will I kill him?" beanie kuokoo threatens and a dark cloud was already covering his heart with extreme jealousy.