CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE

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Warning the subject is just a figment of my mind, every event and thing has nothing to do with reality. So if you are not comfortable you can skip it.








       

                                 Rooted from childhood pt.4▪️





I am Kim Namjoon twenty two years old. I don’t know where I’m going to start telling the past of my origins I can't even say that I am a product of my parents' love. I have an unusual birth story that for others may be typical, especially for the rich like my father. I am a product of my father’s experimental science, are you wondering how it happened? I will tell you a little bit about the fruits of my infancy.
I'm Namjoon how did I know this? To my acclaimed mother, to who became my surrogate mother. He admitted everything to me when I was ten years old, he said we had to go back home to korea at the request of my grandfather who was dying. Because my mother and I live in Europe, my grandfather asked my mother to see and meet his first grandchild and one of the heirs of their surname KIM.
My mother was eighteen years old at that time. She was adopted by the Kim's family because they did not have a daughter, so she was considered the daughter of the Kims. While the two brothers Taehe and Hyunjin are both married but both have no children. And that’s where it all started Taehe as the eldest of the two siblings is expected to provide a grandson who will be the heir to their race. But unbeknownst to many, Taehe is gay and has a secret relationship with his secretary, Mr. Min and my mother who was then working under Mr. Min seeing the obscenity they do. And is the real reason why it doesn’t want to have children with her wife Hyuna. And my mother said that my father was doing an experiment at that time and introduced her to a scientist named Rolly Choi. The experiment was conducted with the aim of making the child unnecessary for the man to have sex with the woman. And according to my mother, Rolly Choi was assigned to choose the sacrifice that would take place in the experiment. And that's where my mother got into a complicated story. She was the basis of the experiment that she allowed in order to help his brother Taehe but unbeknownst to my mother it was a secret to Hyuna's knowledge. The process went so fast the sperm cells and egg cells placed in my mother’s ovary that came from Hyuna and Taehe were successful. When my mother thought that everything was all right, which was wrong, there was a big commotion when my grandfather found out. My grandfather was angry and wanted to remove the child according to my mother and Taehe agreed. It was said to be a big argument between Rolly Choi and Taehe, because Rolly Choi said "it was to be a big sin against god" but Taehe did not listen to it and ordered to remove the child from the womb of my mother. My mother said that Rolly Choi had asked her to pretend to agree and that she would find a way to find something to show that the baby had been removed from my mother's womb. And this is exactly what happened when Rolly Choi took a dead baby and showed it to Taehe after he secretly sent my mother out of Korea to hide in the Kim clan. And my mother says her departure from korea has not been easy, a virgin woman who has never had a boyfriend or husband got pregnant because of an experiment that is not sure where she is going. While It all happened my real mother Hyuna didn’t even know, that she will become a mother and that I his son, I became a virtual prisoner who was kept and considered to be a mistakes in the eye of my real father Taehe.
It hurts for me to know that I am a product of science and not a product of my parents in a natural way. That I was not even born wanted to be immediately deprived of the right to live in the world they inhabit. When I was born in a hidden and secluded urban area in europe I was not given enough identification for my mother’s fear that we would be found by the Kim family. My mother found out from Rolly Choi that Taehe discovered that the fact that I was not completely removed from my mother’s womb that I was hidden in europe with the help of Rolly Choi. It was also because of Taehe's fear that Hyuna might find out what he was doing and find out that he was gay but my mother was brave and promised Taehe that she would go away and keep her silent and secret until her last breath. To be able to protect me from Taehe and she promise herself the she will not return to Korea until their father asks. So when I was ten years old I harbored a grudge against my father and promised not to ask for his help in any way. We went home to korea but we didn't live in the kim's house we rented a small apartment and there we lived and lived without the help of my real parents money. But there was a crack in my heart when I met my younger brother Taehyung who always cried and always ran towards me. I said to myself “even though my real mother didn’t give birth to me I am also happy because they let my younger brother Taehyung live and grow" and this is the little bit of my infancy sad but I accept and I want, I want not to repeat to my nephews to Taehyung's children.




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