Paradigm of Voices

THE BEGINNING Part 2

     "From where it all began"

Alone

When you loose control of everything

When you feel like you might loose everything

When your mind controls you and so does your heart

When things feel like shattered everywhere around

When it feels like a rhythm but it's just a beat

When your eyes shed tears and you feel so numb

And everything around you just feels so dumb

That is how you know you are all alone

When you thought you've found somebody else

Somebody else that'll help you out

Out of this mess and out of this cave

But let's be real they will not, they will not help you out

Because they don't see what you can see

They start to think that you pretend

And here we go we are back again, back again from where you began

And then you think after all is lost

Isn't it lovely being alone?

That is how you know you are all alone.

Creatures

The dark doesn't scare you anymore

There was a time when it did

When you were afraid to sleep in it

But now it seems like a peaceful place

All those creatures living under your bed

The ones that made you hide yourself

You wait for them now every night

To let them know of all the things

The ones that became a part of you

And the only ones who know you well.

27.08.18

My day just got so much better

It is the best from the rest

Oh that's a lie I just told

To myself and everyone else

It is the worst, the worst of all

I can say it actually sucks

I won't say a word to you

You just lost that place of yours

You said you cared .you always had

You said you know me way to well

Now the words won't be enough

They don't do me any good