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I don't want Matt feeling like this anymore. He doesn't deserve to be so unhappy and especially not because of me. I got out of bed and changed clothes. I grabbed an apple from the kitchen on my way out slipping on my shoes and taking my keys off the counter.
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When I arrived at his house I thought about what to say. I couldn't really think of anything so I chose to go with the flow. I walked up to the door and took a few breathes. I knocked and waited for him to open it. It swung open and there stood a much prettier brunette. "Hi, can I help you?" She said confused "oh no I think I have the wrong house sorry." I quickly ran to my car and drove to the same park I met Matt at.
I there must be something wrong with me. I push him away like all the others and end of catching feelings. why wouldn't I think he'd just get tired of me like all the rest do and find someone better.
Ugh this is all too much. I called my friend CiCi and asked her if I could spend the night at her house because we haven't hung out in awhile. I drove back to my house to grab clothes, etc. and then went to hers.
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"Hey girl" she spoke. "Hey" groaned.
"What's wrong" she questioned. I told her the whole story about Matt from the beginning, to present. "Wow" she surprised. "Am l doing the right the thing by ignoring him, so wont break his heart by being a disappointment?"
"Well it sounds like you both have feelings for each other. And this Matt guys seems nice, so no I don't think your doing the right thing" she said
"Thanks CiCi" I stated half sarcastic."No problem" she laughed.
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Okay so I'm seeing Ari in concert in two days and I can't fucking breath okay okay
