Just a Fan (Dinah/you)

Chapter 16

Your POV

I wake up with a huge smile on my face. I feel large arms wrapped securely around me and warm breath hitting my neck. I turn around in her hold and she stirs awake. I kiss her nose and we walk out together into the lounge to find the rest of the girls.

"Morning Y/N." Ally says cheerfully

"Ally are you always this awake in the morning?" she nods 

I sit on Dinah's lap as we eat some pancakes, she feeds me little pieces. I look over and see Normani behind Ally with her arms around her waist. Camila and Lauren are sitting on the couch but Lauren's eyes look a little bit puffy and red like she was crying.

Lauren POV

I wake up from having the best night with Camz to the sound of my phone ringing. It is about six o'clock so none of the girls will be up yet. 

"Hello Lauren its your manager can you meet us on our bus?"

"Yeah sure I will ask the bus driver to pull over."

I carefully get out of my bed to the front of the bus and directs the bus driver to our tour manager and stage crew bus. The bus stops for about ten minutes while I talk tot them.

"Good morning Lauren, sorry to get you up so early but we need to ask you a favor."

"Okay....."

"Well do you know Brad from the Vamps?" oh shit

"Yeah......"

"Well we want you to date him for publicity."

"No I will not do it, I don't like him, are you kidding me, is this a joke, you have to be fucking with me, what the hell!" I scream

"Lauren we understand but its something that would be good for the group." 

"Why me?" I yell

"They said that they wanted you to do it because Brad picked you."

Fucking Brad, really

The entire crew doesn't know about me and Camz. The only people who I think have a good idea are the girls. They are the only ones that would be supportive of the relationship at this time. Now they want me to blow off everything that I have with Camz and date this dickhead?

"How long?" I ask annoyed

"Just until the tour is over, all you have to do is walk with him, hold hands" just the thought of holding anyone's hand other than Camila's is a joke "kiss him every once and a while. Lauren this is all for publicity, to get your names out a bit more, draw in the European fans. You have no real choice Lauren."

"I guess I can do it under one condition. If he tries to do anything or is a total ass I can cut it off. Also it ends straight after the tour." They talk among themselves

"Okay we can work with that, I will call the Vamps manager and tell them, its only for a few weeks Lauren."

Yeah only a few weeks. Only a few weeks to where I won't be happy. Only a few weeks that I can't kiss Camz. KILL ME NOW!!!!!

I get onto the 5H bus and toss my shoes against the wall making a thud sound. I grab the nearest pillow and scream at the top of my lungs into it. Tears start to roll down my face. I can't do this to Camz. I am a terrible person. I cry harder into the pillow and I feel the softest hands on my shoulders and a kiss on the back of my head. I know it's her but I can't look at her after what I have just done.

"Lolo are you okay?" she asks worried

"No, Camz I made a big mistake." I muffle into the pillow, she takes the pillow from my hands and my head goes down. I lifts my chin up with her fingers so that I am looking at her straight in the eyes. How could I ever not love whole beautiful brown orbs.

"Lolo you can tell me anything."

"Camz, okay you need to promise me that what we have will not end no matter what I am about to tell you." She looks very worried and is hesitant to answer but she eventually nods. I can tell that she is in deep thought because she scrunches up her nose. "Okay Camz, this morning I had to get up to talk to management. They said that I had no choice but to fake date Brad from the Vamps. I tried to protest but they said that I couldn't do anything about it. Camz I love you so much. I don't want to do anything to hurt you I promise. Camz I love you wi-" I was cut off by her lips

"Lauren, I love you so much. What we have will never be torn apart by Brad. I understand that it was hard but you had to make this decision. How long?" she says sadly

"Camz, don't be sad." I kiss her again this time lasting a little longer "It's only until the tour is over." she frowns and my heart breaks a little at my baby upset. 

We sit on the couch together and the other girls all filter in. I wait until all the girls are in the room until I tell them all what happened. They are all completely shocked. 

"Fuck this, Lolo you can't let this happen what about my ship. I am the captain I sink with the ship. This is bull. What the hell. Hoi I will beet his ess." Dinah yells her inner Tongan coming out

"D I have no choice. As of when we meet the Vamps on tour in Ohio tomorrow I will officially be Brads girlfriend." I grimace hearing that

Camz grabs my hand and I kiss her temple. She whispers into my ear "you can tell them if you want" I smile

"Okay guys also while I have you all hear I need to tell you all something. Camz and I are actually a thing. Camren is real. Love you DJ your ship has set sail. That's what makes this so hard for me and Camz. We want to be together openly but can't now. I love you guys." Dinah leaps in the air and tackles me into a huge hug. 

The start of my new relationship starts tomorrow and I am already dreading it.

Dinah POV

After hearing about Camila and Lauren I can't help but feel bad. They want to be open with their relationship but now have the issue of Brad in the way. It was hard enough for me to hide the fact that me and Y/N were a thing to the fans but we couldn't. I know the feeling all to well when you are hiding something. This I also feel coming from Ally and Normani. Their families would not approve of their relationships. I am just happy that I have Y/N. I am going to see my family when we do the last day of tour in California. I think that is when I am going to tell them about my relationship. My family is huge and they are all very supportive with what I do so I think that I will be okay, but you never know how your plans can change.

All the girls spend the day cuddling with each other watching movies. Lauren and Camila can now openly kiss in front of us but its sad to see that tomorrow they wont be able to outside of this bus. I look over at them and they are comfortably playing with each other fingers and smiling. I haven't seem Lauren smile in a long time. I look over to see Ally placed in between Mani's legs as Mani plays with her hair and kisses her head. I look down to see my beautiful girlfriend wrapped up in my arms I kiss her forehead and drift asleep.

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Sorry Camren shippers, don't worry I'm not a fan of the Vamps after that comment about Lauren.

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