nialls pov
"jessie, wake up" i kept saying over and over again.
"hmm niaaall" she mumbled
"oh my god,im glad your okay" i said kissing her head
"what happened?" she said getting up
"you passed out baby" i said hugging her tight
"oh...." she said "i might know why actually"
"what is it?" i said
"im still pregnant niall, i couldnt do it to you" she said
"oh baby thats great! you sure though?" i said
"yeah im sure, i went to the clinic and just couldnt do it" she said with a tear in her eye
"aww its ok" i said kissing her head.
"like i mean, i went to have it and they gave me the pill but i said id do it at home and i just couldnt because i know that if i did i would of broken you even more" she said
"shh its okay" i said hugging her tight "how are we gonna tell the boys?"
"the truth.." she whispered
"okay, only if your sure we will do it at dinner baby" i said hugging her tight.
me and jessie sat down and watched a film in bed all day, it was really cute. she eventually fell asleep on me so i just hugged her tight.
jessies pov
i had fallen asleep on nialls chest in bed while watching a film with him. i was having a really bad dream though...
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"please please dont do this to me!" i shouted as niall stood across from me in the lounge
"your just a worthless slut like you were in high school!" he shouted "i dont want this child with you!!"
"niall!" i pleaded
"no i hate you jessie!" he said
"you dont mean that" i said with tears dripping down my face as i moved nearer and nearer to him
"um i do mean it, i never loved you and either did the boys" he said then slapping me around the face
"niall...." i whispered holding my face
"i im sorry, i didnt mean to hit you" he said
"no you did, remember im a worthless slut!!" i said walking out with blood suddenly pouring out my nose from where he hit me
"yeah go away! i cant even bear to look at you when you have such an ugly face like yours" he shouted behind me, slamming the door as i went
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i sat up in bed crying, niall sitting there looking at me, then hugging me tight.
"hey hey, shhh whats the matter!?" niall said kissing my head
"nightmare" i whispered
"oh baby, shhh its okay, im here now" niall said smiling
"g good" i stuttered
"DINNERRRRR!" louis shouted from downstairs
"come on weve gotta tell them soon" niall said smiling
we headed downstairs, the boys all sitting at the table waiting while harry was in the kitchen. the boys all smiled as i walked in, they smiled like they knew something though.
"what?" i said as i sat down
"oh come on its kinda obvious" louis said
"whatd you mean?" i said looking at niall
"the mood swings, you not eating properly, morning sickness.... oh come on we know" zayn said
"know what exactly?" i said
"durrr your pregnant!!" louis shouted
"fine yeah i am... i never got rid of the other baby, i couldnt do it!" i said, all the boys faces lit up.
"awwwwwww" filled the whole room
"im sorry to ask this but do you have a bump?" louis said and everyone burst into fits of laughter
"urm, only a little one" i said lifting nialls t shirt i had on up.
"aww thats cute!" harry said walking in with food
"yumm im hungry!" niall shouted
"how far gone are you jess?" liam asked
"about 3 months i think" i said
"i didnt think you were that far gone!" niall said smerking
"ha well i am!" i said smerking "im hungry harry!! hurry up i have to feed 2 now!"
"coming, coming sorry!" he said grinning
we had dinner, talking about different things then one practicular subject came up...
"will you two ever get married?" liam asked
"urr.." i said then niall jumped in
"i dont know, when the times right" niall said smiling and holding my hand under the table squeezing it lightly
"yeah" i smiled
"i mean like id love to get married to jess" niall said smiling then kissing me on the cheek
"what are you trying to say??" harry said sitting down
"ohh ermm urr" niall stuttered
"omg omg omg!" louis shouted
"are you gonna propose or what niall?" zayn said, i bit my lip hoping he'd hurry up and ask me if that was what he was gonna ask me
"fine fine" niall said standng up and pulling a small box out of his pocket. "will you marry me jess?" he said getting on one knee :')
