After taking the envelope from her, he immediately began to rip it open with his fingers then stopping a second to look at her, she was looking down again. A red color was forming to her cheeks and her brown hair had fallen perfectly into her face. After admiring her, he poured what was in the envelope out into his palm. He immediately realized what it was. What had fell out was a charm and razor both on the same chain.
Andy then looked down at her in complete shock. Every emotion he could think of built up inside of him. He honestly had no idea what he should do, so he just embraced her into his arms. He held her tiny body against him and let her hide her face into his shoulder and cry. Even though he meets million's of kids just like her every single night. Something was different about her she brings out that protective side of him. Nobody has never brought out this side of him or has seen that side before. She was just so fragile and tiny, and looked so helpless. All he ever want to do since he first laid his eyes on this little girl moments ago was to keep her safe.
It was so different for him. He didn't understand what was it about her that made him feel this way? What made her so different? What is it about her that made her stand out?
Riley dropped her arms from around Andy and took a step backwards. She let out a sigh before starting to roll up her sleeves just enough so he could see her bare arms. Leaving Andy unable to do anything but stare down at her. Once both arms were bare she laid them out in front of her and shut her eyes ashamed and afraid to look up at the man who stood before her.
He felt his body go limp and tears fall down his face as he stared down at her arms scar covered arms. He took a step closer to her before reaching for her left arm and traced each scar lightly with his finger tips. Riley looked up at him watching his tears as they fell down his perfect face, and him not even bothering to reach up and wipe them off.
"Bad right??" She whispered.
Andy squeezed his eyes shut for a second and reopened them. His vision blurred from the tears still pouring from the corners of his eyes.
"How long?..." He asked before starting to place light kisses on every scar, making her blush bright red.
"Um.... Since I was Eleven I think. I saw someone do it on tv, and so I tried it. Didn't honestly think it would turn into something this bad." She laughed like it was some like of sick joke.
"Why? Whats going on so that's so bad, that would make you want to do this to yourself?" He asked and reached up to wipe his eyes before going back to placing kisses on each of her scar making sure not a single one went without being kissed. He apart of him wanted to know what it was, but another part of him didn't want to even imagine what must have been going on to make this girl at such a young age, think she had to do this to herself.
"I can't tell you." She said quickly looking up at Andy.He looked at her for a second confused, he bent his head to the side and licked his bottom lip. He didn't understand why she went through troubling him by revealing her secret to him, then her not able to share what started it to begin with.
"Okay why not?"
She turned her head to look at the boys still seated behind them a second. CC and Ash were talking to each other about something she really couldn't pick out what they were saying since they were talking softly. Jake and Jinxx were both staring down at their phones. Riley bit her lip then looked back up at Andy meeting his gaze.
"I mean I want to tell you, its just maybe I wish it was more private" She said. Wishing right now that she just wrote it all out in a letter.
" Oh.."
Andy looked over at the guys and ran his hand through his hair. "I may know somewhere we could talk alone, you don't have anyone waiting for you right?"
"My friend and her boyfriend came but they went back to the hotel, I told them I would take a bus on my own back when I was done. " She sighed.
"They didn't want to come in with you?" He asked.
Riley shook her head and sighed. "No, they were only here really to see Memphis May Fire. Her boyfriend was complaining I wanted to stay through your show. So I told them to just head back. "
"I gotcha." Andy nodded
"Lets go then."
He held out his hand for her which hesitantly placed her hand on top of his palm. Andy gave her an encouraging smile and then laced his fingers with hers pulling her along side him over to where the boys were sitting. They were getting up probably headed back to their hotel.
"Night guys!' Andy said quickly as the guys all watched Andy and Riley walk out into the hall side by side.
Riley had no idea, where Andy was taking her. Or did she know what she was going to exactly say to him. All she know is she is he seems like he really cares, and she doesn't think he will push her away if things are to hard for him to hear. She was going to try tell Andy everything. This also will be the first time in a long time shes talked about it.
It would be really hard, but she was going to try.
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