You Need Help!

Chapter 4

1 year ago:

Blaine tears up "Look Sebastian I know you don't want me near them I get it but can I talk to Jamie? Please I haven't had a drink all day I promise not even a drop."

Sebastian shook his head "No Blaine you're on your own now you need help I loved you I still do but our kids need safety and you can't give them that now."

Blaine was full on crying "Sebby I get it but please let me talk to Jamie just really quickly. Please?"

Jamie came from around the corner "Daddy? DADDY!"

Sebastian turns around "No Jamie honey go to your room."

Jamie frowns "No I want daddy."

Sebastian became very annoyed "You know you can't now go and do what I told you please."

Jamie started crying "But papa I love daddy I want to see him."

Sebastian face softened and turns back to Blaine "You have three minutes."

Jamie ran to Blaine and Blaine picked him up. Sebastian shut the door trusting Blaine won't run off with him.

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Blaine sat on the floor with Jamie on his knee facing him "Looks Jamie you are my brave little boy ok. I love you and one day we can see each other again. Right now you can't be mad with papa because he's gonna look after you while I'm gone. He loves you the way I love you and that is a lot."

Jamie sniffles "Why can't I come with you?"

Blaine presses his forehead against Jamie's "Because papa wants you safe and he doesn't think while I'm not mentally ok that you are safe around me. Which Jamie he is right this is not his fault it is mine for getting this way."

Jamie shook his head "Daddy this is not your fault it's grandad Blake's fault for hurting you."

Blaine giggles "You are very smart."

Jamie hugs Blaine "I love you daddy and I'm gonna miss you so much please get better daddy. I made you this."

Blaine smiles "Thank you I will  keep it as motivation."

Jamie kisses Blaine on the head "I love you so much."

Blaine kisses his head "I love you so much too." Blaine stood up and put Jamie down then got to eye level "This is not good bye this is a see ya later ok you know the difference we've talked about it."

Jamie laughs and nods "See ya later daddy."

Blaine got up and walked away and Jamie went inside. Not talking to Sebastian just going straight to his room. He wasn't mad at his papa since his daddy said it's nobody's fault he just needed to be alone.

An hour later Sebastian knocked on the door and walked in "Hi honey. You know I'm trying to protect you right. I love you so so so much."

Jamie nods "I know papa I love you too and I know I'm safe here but it still sucks daddy has to go."

Sebastian agreed "Yeah I know but me you and Max are gonna have so much fun together. Then before you know it daddy will probably be back in our lives. Is that ok?"

Jamie smiles "Yes I love that idea. Papa I love you just because I miss daddy doesn't mean I don't love you anymore."

Sebastian went over to his bed and hugged him "I know honey I love you too."