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Chapter 13

Ok this chapter is all Blaine so no kids I'm sorry it's sad this but is needed 🙃

Jessie the leader "Hello everyone so to start off does anyone have anything new that has happened in their lives?"

Everyone laughs at him Blaine didn't though his life was going pretty great.

A man spoke up "Well I guess I haven't thought about Alcohol this week."

Blaine smiles "Well my boyfriend proposed to me if that's big news." Then his smile faded when everyone went quiet some people cleared their throats.

Jessie looks at him "Blaine that's great."

Blaine looks down "I thought so too but maybe not."

Jessie tilts his head "Why's that Blaine?"

Blaine held back tears "Nothing well because of people like this whole room. I mean did any of you know I was gay?"

Again no answer Blaine nods "Ok well there is a lot of people in this room so I can't be the only gay person in here."

Jessie agrees "I have a husband three beautiful children I don't see what the issue is here. Oh god do I look straight."

Blaine giggles "No you don't they are obviously blind. I honestly didn't want to presume but I'm glad I was right."

The youngest member 19 sighs "I don't see the problem with it we are all here for the same reason Blaine is here for the same reason but probably had a lot more grief and reason to just give up them any one in this room. Blaine is our friend and we should be happy that he is finally getting better. Also y'all wish you could find someone as fabulous as his fiancé."

Jessie points to him in agreement "Yes!"

Blaine hid his face in his hands "Honestly, he comes here all the time and to think I brought him into an environment where he wasn't welcome." He paused and lifted his head up "Where I wasn't welcome. Do you guys even listen to what I say? Or the reason I started drinking in the first place. Well let's go back there shall we?"

Jessie stops him "Blaine you do not have to do that."

Blaine ignores and says "When I was 5 yes 5 I knew I was different. My older brother was bringing girl after girl home."

Mike (not our Mick) "Well he's not gay why are you?"

Blaine ignores again "Anyway he thought I was jealous honestly I was confused. Anyway he sat me down and told me one day this would be me getting all the girls since I'm an Anderson and everyone loves the Anderson's. Again I was confused why could I only get girls? When I was 10 I had my first crush it was one my best Friend's Kurt who had been my best friend since Birth. He was nice kind and I new that I didn't just see him as I friend. I told my mom and she said honey I'm here for you no matter what but right now just be my little boy."

Everyone laugh (yes the whole room)

He continued again after everyone staid silent "Then I was 12 the feeling just wouldn't go away. So this time I told me dad. He laughed and told me Son he's your best friends of course you feel close to him. Two completely different reactions but I decided to listen to my dad.."

Justin (19 year old) "No!"

Blaine giggles "It's already happened but I'm glad you're listening. So age 14 I thought 4 years to my mom wasn't long enough to think of me as a "big boy" so me not wanting to have to deal with my mom kissing me and crying because her baby is growing up. Hugging me and telling me to go for it. I went to my dad. God I could have really done with that hug."

Mike stops him (Again not out Mike) "You ok Blaine I'm sure everyone is sorry and sees how much you've gone through to know gay people are people I know I'm sorry." Everyone nods

Blaine took a deep breath and let the tears fall "He didn't laugh this time because what I was telling him was something different from the last time. I was being serious not a confused little kid." He stopped again this time everyone let him breathe and tell them "He didn't say anything nothing instead he gave me this look. It wasn't a loving look it was one filled of hatred. My smile faded the tension off the room just shifted. I ask him what was wrong. He said never speak like this in my house again. I asked him why and he said gay is wrong. Now I didn't now what the term gay was. I was 14 and had a massive crush that's all I knew. So I go upstairs and google what gay meant when I read what it was I slammed my laptop shut. I would tell you I broke down but that would be an understatement. My mom came rushing in I literally could not breathe. Then my dad came in after, pretending he didn't know what this was about. Then through my sobs I told them to go. How they understood me I don't know, but they left and I managed to get to sleep. The next morning my mom brought me some hot chocolate and told me I didn't have to go to school, she didn't know what was going on but knew I had to have a day off for my Mental health. Anyway age 17 me and Kurt started going out on little dates never got serious though. Since my dad. after that night I was never the same. My mom could see that so could Kurt but then when I was 21 I have my first drink that when Kurt truly saw me change. I found out that getting drunk let me have fun and be that 14 year old Blaine again so I did it more and more. The thrill of forgetting about my dad and just being free it felt amazing to the point where I got addicted and I stopped Being able to get drunk on a couple drinks that was the point where Sebastian found out and we got a divorce an he kept Jamie and Max. Then I came here. If my dad wasn't such a hard topic I would tell you everything he did to me because Believe me he said a lot worse then say gay was wrong. After all of that though after all the bad things Kurt was there he helped me through everything and then we became boyfriends. He said he felt the same way when he was 10 but was to scared to say it. He also said 10 year old Kurt would be very proud of the both of us." Blaine looked at the clock "Anyway I'm sorry for saying my whole life story."

Jim shook his head "No I think I speak for all of us when I say we will definitely change our views on things. Blaine I'm so sorry you had to go through all of that."

Jessie kneels in front of him "Do you want to leave early I can call Kurt? You opened up a lot today. You've done more than enough here."

Blaine nods "Thanks Jess."

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Kurt hugs him "I'm proud of you."

Blaine smiles "The best part is when I was finished talking I knew I never wanted to drink ever again."

Kurt kisses him "Well good because I don't want to see you drink again."