Behind the Lens [COMPLETED]

14

"I just witness a love quarrel earlier." mangha niyang sabi.

Alex was already driving me to my condo. After I yelled at Cliff earlier I immediately pulled Alex away from that place. Buti nalang hindi gaanong marami ang mga tao na nakasaksi sa nangyari kanina.

The other people who were there looked at us when I said the word tite. They're giving me a dagger look.

"We're not lovers." I said in a flat tone.

It's true naman. We're not a real lover. We're just pretending for the sake of our both reputation. I take the offer for the sake of my public reputation. And cliff chose me to became his pretend girlfriend because he want his reputation is to be safe also same as me. Vice versa!

I want people to stop thinking bad about me because I am so tired of their big mouth chit-chatting some wrong information about myself.

If Cliff didn't offer me this and think about this agreement. Parehong masisira ang reputasyon naming dalawa. Pweding masira ang reputasyon ni Cliff sa negosyo. Lalo na't sikat siya sa pagiging magaling sa business at pagiging walang awa na pagsibak sa mga empleyadong hindi natuto at hindi ginagawa nang maayos ang trabaho. Kahit kailan hindi pa siya na involve sa kahit anong malaking controversial na issue. This is the first time, and it's with me. Kung sa akin lang naman, okay lang sa 'kin dahil sanay naman ako sa ganito pero I still I want people stop throwing hate at me.

"Okay. You're not a real lover but your acting like one. I just saw a jealous Kirlstine earlier. That's new." he even smirk while he's eyes are still on the road.

Mangha na mangha siya na nakita ang expresyon kung naiirita.

"Fuck Alex. Shut up, I'm not jealous." nagtitimping sabi ko.

I'm not really jealous. Not really.

I'm telling the truth.

"I don't like liar Alex. He text me early in the morning that he is going to be busy on his business. He said he'll attend a lot of meetings. That what I think, but I think I was wrong. Iba pala yung meeting na sinasabi niya." mahinang sabi ko at tumingin sa labas ng kotse.

Malapit nang dumilim ang paligid. Unti unting nasasakop ng kadiliman ang lugar. Ang araw ay unti unting napapalitan ng buwan. Yung ilang ilaw sa lugar ay unti unting umiilaw para mabigyan ng liwanag ang madilim na paligid.

Buong araw rin kaming pa lipat lipat ng pinupuntahan. Kung saan kami pumupunta. Kaya bagsak na bagsak ang katawan namin. Nagsisi tuloy akong ganito ang sinuot ko at nakaheels pa.

"We're in the middle of the agreement, in the middle of pretending. Kaya I don't want him to talk other girl especially that I'm his pretend girlfriend. Kung ganyan rin naman siya edi sana hindi nalang niya ako inalok."

Tumawa nang malakas si Alex kaya nagtataka akong napatingin dito. I'm serious of what I'm saying but him? Are just laughing at me? Ano bang nakakatawa sa pinag-uusapan namin?

"Kung makapagreklamo ka akala mo naman totoo kang girlfriend. Bakit sinabi ba niya na bawal siyang makipag-usap sa babae habang nasa gitna ng kasunduan? At gano'n rin sayo? Kung wala naman siyang nasabi then wala kang karapatan mag reklamo. If you guys didn't talk about being exclusive to each other then better be zip the mouth and cage the heart. I'm not against to the both of you I'm just saying what's my opinion." he said. Pasulyap sulyap siya sa 'kin at pinipigilan ang tawa habang sinasabi ang mga salita.

Pinapanigan ba niya si cliff? I'm he's friend but why he's siding cliff?

Wala siyang sinabi kung ano ang bawal at dapat naming gawin sa loob ng kasunduan na ito. He just mention the agreement of being a fuck buddy and that's all. Sinabihin ko lang naman siya na magpanggap nalang na mag jowa at pumayag naman siya na walang pagtututol. He said yes immediately.