Behind the Lens [COMPLETED]

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'Kirlstine Necossia, a famous model was seen having dinner with an old man at the exclusive restaurant on sunday night.'

Ang gandang bungad sa umaga.

My manager call me in the middle of my beauty sleep that I should check the headline news tungkol sa 'kin at bago niya ako binabaan ng telepono ay pinagalitan niya muna ako at pinapapunta sa meeting room to talk about the issue he was talking about.

I can't blame him though if he's mad or anyone from my team. For sure, he's just being protective to me. Not just him being my manager or a co-worker but as a friend. 

Nasira tuloy ang beauty sleep ko. At 'yan namang mga paparazzi or reporter na 'yan parang walang day off! Pati sunday naggagala para makahanap na naman ng issue. Hindi ba uso day off sa kanila?

Tinignan ko uli ang news tungkol sa 'kin. May picture pang nakalagay na nakayakap ako sa matanda. Binasa ko din ang mga comment.

Attention seeker talaga.

Bago na naman?

Sanaol may instant sugar daddy.

Grabe pati matanda pinapatos.

Hindi ba siya takot masira career niya?

I'm so disappointed.

Baka papa lang niya o kaya lolo

Ang gwapo nang matanda!

Bet! Pareha kaming slut!

Kaya hindi umuunlad ang bansa natin dahil sa mga taong walang ibang ginagawa kundi puro satsat lang ang alam, naghihintay kung ano nanaman ang bagong scandal o issue na darating.

Kung lahat tayo nagtutulungan at hindi dinadown ang isa't isa, well lahat tayo aangat. Iyan ang problema nating mga pinoy eh, kung ano yung nakita i- jujudge kaagad, hindi man lang inaalam ang side nang biktima.

And for their fucking information, 'yang kasama ko sa dinner ay kapatid ng papa ko. That's my Tito Rico, the fuck! Bwesit 'tong mga 'to. But it's okay I will take their negative judgement as a compliment.

I don't give a fuck.

Like duh hindi ako papatol sa matanda no, mataas standard ko sa lalaki. I don't have daddy issue. Do I look like I need one?

Dahil gising na gising na ang diwa ko dahil sa pagtawag ng my so imbyernang manager, kaagad akong bumangon at dumeretso ako sa banyo para maghilamos at mag toothbrush. And also I need to cook for myself because I don't have yaya or they called manang that will serve you to everything.

Kung sa mansion ako nakatira ay sigurado ako marami akong mauutusan like cooking my food, washing my clothes, cleaning my room and everything, but right now, no. Nandito ako sa condo ko, dahil kung sa mansion ako uuwi ay baka maabotan pa ako nang hatinggabi sa byahe lalo na palagi akong busy araw araw at nagagabihan na pag-uwi dahil sa ibang mga endorsement at photoshoot nagaganapin at ang iba naman ay mga invitation sa kasal, birthday or any gathering. Of course they only invite me for the rich people gathering.

It's still okay to me though that I don't have maid, para naman matuto ako sa gawaing bahay and also its fun to be independent. Being an independent woman is really a big help for me because it help me to become mature and wise to all of my decisions. I'm still learning especially some chores like washing my own clothes, like that's the most hardest to do for me. I don't know why, but when I see other people doing that they are just so good, they're so relax while me doing that I look so stiff and I didn't even know how to kusot. That's what they call it. I also searched in YouTube on how to wash the clothes, that's how desperate I am to know that. Even though I have washing machine but I still I need to learn the old style.