my idiot

sick

Kaminaris pov.(before bakugou got there)

I've missed 2 weeks of school due to being sick. My mom and dad are super worried all ive been doing is puking... Every day I puke and I hardly eat much because it hurts. Mom thinks its a very bad cold but I know what it is... It's guilt, I only puke because I think of what could've happened, bakugou being used in ways a 17 year old shouldn't be used...
"Fuck" I grumbled barely making it to the toilet I whined tears falling. Guilt of what I could've done to avoid it. I puke again "shit" I whined after I finished resting my head on the seat sick of myself. I haven't slept either due to the puking. Nobody was home because mom already missed so much work and dad was always at work as usual. "God ur an idiot" I mumbled "fuckin stupid" I growled before puking again the crying laying down on my side. "Oi extra" I gasped hearing his voice I looked up to see bakugou? He looked down at me hands in his pockets wearing his school uniform and a bag hanging on his shoulder, leaning against the bathroom doorway his face clenched up with disgusted. I frowned before sitting up and puking again! "Fuck!" I growled out in frustration and embarrassment. I hear a sighed before a Pat on the back. I sit down rubbing my eyes "so this is why u haven't been at school?" He asked Flushing the toilet looking at it in disgust before leaning against the counter I nodded "sick as hell" I mumbled "wait, why are u here? Aren't u supposed to be at school?" I asked he rolled his eyes "lunch, u idiot" He says "u look horrible. Ur starting to look like eye bags but worst" He says looking between my red and black tired eyes "gee thanks" I sighed "and shinso makes it look attractive" I pouted he rolled his eyes "I don't know what's more gross ur puke or u finding shinso attractive" He grumbled I smirked "jealous?" He raised a brow "u wish" He answered I shrugged yawning "is it a cold or whatever?" He asked I bit my lip Hesitating before sighing "mom thinks so.." I whispered he stays quiet but I felt his eyes on my head "and u?" He asked I nibbled my bottom lip "I.. i think I know what it is.." I say before standing up and washing my hands "well?" He asked as I sat down on the toilet before sighing playing with my nails "I shouldn't say..." I trialed "dunce face don't be dumb for once. Just spit it out already" He growled annoyed "it's... It embarrassing tho" I whispered "what isn't embarrassing when it comes to u?" Baku insulted "just spit it out!" He muttered aggressively I sighed nodding "it's guilt okay.." I whispered he stayed quiet "ur guilty? That's so stupid? That's making u puke none stop and look like shit?" He asked growling I felt it coming up again so quickly I get up and puke I whined before putting the lid down and sat on the toilet again putting my head on the sink counter sighing he's quiet again "what do u have to be guilty about? Other then perving on the female extras with grape balls?" He asked calmly eyes on my head I bit my lip tears falling from my eyes shrugging he sighed I hear footsteps before I felt him open my legs making me looking at his hands that were on my knees before meeting his eyes that held something but I couldn't quite figure it out he moved closer between my legs "b-bakugou?" I questioned "Is the reason ur 'guilty' because of me? And those sick pigs?" He asked calmly putting his hands on my hips I nodding blushing biting my lip he sighed "well ur stupid. Why are u guilty for shit u didnt do?" He asked "tch" I clicked looking away from him "don't 'tch' me pika.. Why are u guilty?" He asked genuinely confused I looked at him again tears welling my eyes "because.. If I listened to u that wouldn't have been a problem and this wouldn't happen! I know u said ur fine but I'm not that oblivious! I saw everything I saw what face u made.. Ur back to wearing baggy shit... It was my fault!" I ranted tears spilling down my face looking down wiping my eyes feeling so pathetic. After a few minutes bakugou just watching as I wiped my eyes cussing at myself occasionally he decides to break the silence "pika.. Stop crying u idiot. Look at me" He growled gripping my cheeks making me look at him he glared at me before wiping the strayed tears left on my cheeks and running down my face "no wonder ur face looks so bad" He sighed before looking into my eyes again "look, what happened yea it was a fucked up experience on me or whatever but u did 'save' me eventually didn't u? Even tho I didn't need it and could've done it quicker if I wasn't paralyzed but.. U did and I'll own up to it this time because ur a big baby. Yea ur stupid for not listening to me but that's not a surprise. and the whole clothes thing is because that was the only time id do that.." He explained I bit my lip wiping my eyes "okay? I'm okay, I'm the one supposed to be puking that pig almost got me and I couldn't do anything about it." He mumbled I nodded "idiot. Don't cry because of me, I know I give good head but" He smirked I giggled he sighed "now stop being a baby. Ur friends are worried even aizawa" He says stand up I looked up at him "are u sure ur okay?.." I muttered "I'm fine. I'm not a weakling U know! I'm actually kinda pissed off that u think I'm so weak to be affected by something like that" He glared I blushed "sorry?" He rolled his eyes "whatever. Have a shower or something, u stink" He insulted I pouted "well excuse u! I didn't care about hygiene during my episode!" I whined he rolled his eyes "stay here" He growled leaving the room. He comes back throwing clothes and a towel at me I pouted "fine!" He smirked before shutting the door. I sighed before getting into the shower and actually feeling a bit better. I get out drying before putting on the hoodie and leggings. I get out after flushing the toilet and collecting my stinky clothes my eyes landing on bakubro laying down form occupied on his phone looking a bit bored I bit my lip his eyes find mine for a quick second before moving back to his phone "how do u feel now?" He asked boredly as I throw my old clothes in the hamper I nodded "fine." I shrugged walking to my bed and sat down looking at him before laying down I sighed closing my eyes. After a few minutes of me not being able to fall asleep because of the stupid thoughts and imaines I open my eyes groaning about to get up but stopped after feeling bakugous head on my chest as he scrolled I blushed as his leg went over mine. I didn't have to puke anymore instantly he grabbed my hand putting it on his lower back putting his phone down "dumbass" He mumbled grabbing my hand. I bit my lip closing my eyes rubbing his back lightly and then soon after I fell asleep.

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"It's okay pika.. I know u just wanted to be nice tho know I don't have my virginity~~~

"Oi idiot im okay. Don't worry okay.." I hear feeling a light kiss to my cheek I wrapped my arms around his back pulling him closer to me. I felt his hand through my hair sighing softly before I fell back asleep.

(Bakugou has a soft caring side after all... 💕💕)