my idiot

Pain and issues

Kamis pov~

It's Monday. Bakugou hasn't got out of his room but it wasn't surprising. Kiri and Mina have been hugging me nonstop.. and I know it's pity. All of it.. and it's embarrassing. I can't believe I yelled out my pain forgetting where we were at the time but.. I felt like a weights been lifted off of Me.

The pain I've kept in was screamed at the one person who it was directed too.

Everyone was kinda surprised when Bakugou didn't come to school- sensei being the same.

"Seems to be extra quite today" Sensei mumbled "yea blasty isn't here today thankfully" jirou smiled "no loudness for today!" Uraraka smiled giving a high five to jirou. I frowned looking down feeling sick.

"It's weird for Kacchan to not be here!" Midoriya frowned "he must be sick"

"Indeed" sensei sighed before rubbing his eyes "alright"

I got up from my seat feeling like I'm actually gonna puke.

I walk to sensei "hello kaminari. What's wrong?"

"I don't feel well. I think I'm gonna be sick" Sensei frowned before he nods "okay. Go to the bathroom" I nodded leaving outside

They ended up sending me back to my dorm.

I laid in my pain holding my pillow he used to lay on on my chest his scent gone from it now.

I mustve fallen asleep because the next thing I hear is light knocks. I hummed waking up rubbing my eyes before I get up whining

I groaned rippin my door open eyes widening seeing it was Bakugou. He wore his usual stay at home wear- old grey wife beater with black sweats.

He looked... perfect.

"Bakugou?" I frowned confused "can i come in?"

I bit onto my lip before nodding letting him walk by me. Maybe he'll talk to me

I walked to my little fridge getting out a soda "baku u want anything. Water?"

Bakugou looked up at me and nodded "ok"

I nodding grabbing out a water bottle before walking back handing him the water then sat beside him on the edge of my bed.

We quietly drank for a while

The question I've wanted to ask for a while swirling in my head finally wanted to come out "how's you're parents.. if I could ask?"

Bakugou looked at me surprised at my question. He bit his lip before nodding "they're okay.. still fighting but think they're getting better"

I smiled nodding "good"

Silence

"So wassup Bakugou"

"I'm sorry." My eyes a lot dropped out of my eye sockets. Did the Bakugou katsuki just.. apologize?

"I.." his voice trailed before he sighed shaking his head "Bakugou.. did u really think I was just an experiment?" To make it easier for him.

He looked down shaking his head playing with his water bottle "then why would u say that?"

"I-.. I dunno- ur just.." he took a breathe before looking in my eyes for the first time in a long while. His eyes were bright red and I felt myself melting even tho I shouldn't want to..

I missed him so much

"Kaminari- you're so nice and hero like.. I'm not. I'm rude- I needed to push u away from me. Needed to remind u who i am.."