my idiot

never gonna see u the same way..

(Sad Kaminari😭🥺🥺)

Kaminaris pov.

I got home throwing my bag down upset not even bothering to take my shoes off running up the stairs into my room slamming my door and hard before going to my bed and jumped on it laying on my stomach and started to let it out now all of it. For a week I hoped he'd just be annoyed with me and then after that he'd come back to me but now I know it's because him and Kiri have something me and him will never have! I screamed into my pillow at the thought of what they could be doing right now, kirishima pinning him down kissing onto his perfect, nice lips lingering.. I screamed louder as if someone just stabbed me twenty hundred times in the back... It felt like it, I know I shouldn't be angry with kirishima because he doesnt know I like him nobody does everybody naturally assume I'm straight cus of what I do with Mineta perving up the girls but that's what I want to happen, I want them to think of me as straight so the fear of being emotionally harassed isn't there to haunt me. Everyone knows bakugou is bisexual and doesn't say anything about but I think it's because he's scary Im not. Its been hours me silently crying gripping onto my teddy phone blowing up "hey Denks" Mom knocked I sniffled before wiping my eyes and humming as a reponse she opens my door looking at me with a frown as I sat up wiping my eyes "uh hi mom. Sorry for not saying hi to u today.. Just i-" My voice broke "I know it's okay." She smiled walking over to me and sitting beside me stroking my gold hair I frowned before laying on her lap "what's the matter honey?" Mom asked stroking my hair "uh.. I don't wanna say..." I muttered because I wasn't out of the closet "honey please tell me. You've been crying up here for hours... It has to be horrible u don't usually cry that much" She sighed I hummed closing my eyes "you'll hate me if I told u mommy" I mumbled "that's bullshit." She growled I sighed out a deep breathe before I pulled away from her lap wiping my cheeks "okay.. Just don't tell dad yet alright and promise on everything u won't see me a different way" I mumbled she smiled nodding "I promise over everything I'll continue to love u" I took a breathe before nodding "alright. Mom.. I'm.. I'm gay and I like this guy that barely even knows my name and even that he barely says.. And I saw him with a boy being pinned to the wall." Her eyes widened and instantly regretted what I have said and more tears started to slip down my cheeks hiding my face in my hands. A few seconds go by and still nothing before I felt a hug and a big one at that making me blink and pull my arms around from my face she pulled away with a big smile "denks. I'm so happy you'd tell me that, why would u think I wouldn't love u the same before u told me?" She asked I blushed wiping my eyes shrugging "be-because... U grew up religiously.. I just thought- I dunno" I sighed out she smiled putting her hands on my teary cheeks wiping them with the pads of her fingers with a sympetic smile "and as of that boy u like. Are u cutting he likes boys?" She asked I nodded "he likes both.. Genders" I mumbled she smiled "then he's an idiot if he doesn't see how pretty and perfect u is, so with that being said fuck him, if he's gonna hurt my bby then I'mma beat his ass if I see him" She says pulling me towards her chest I let out a chuckle "mom, he has no idea, nobody does... I'm closeted towards everyone other then u now" I muttered "although it was shocking because don't u think I dont get the calls from ur homeroom teacher when u perv up tho ladies but I kinda had hunches" She says as I pull away "really? I thought I hid it pretty well" I shrugged "oh u do but it's hard to not think ur even slightly interested in guys when all I hear in ur room is u mumbling or moaning I should say bakugous name in ur sleep" I blushed feeling all the color drain from my face before chuckling "so bakugous the one u like?" She asked I nodded feeling embarrassed opening up about something like this to my mom "I know who he is from the sports festival, why do u like him? He looks insane" She half joked I bit my lip little did she know I loved how crazy he is "well, I honestly don't know.. Something about him just found attracted to him. I mean he's really hot" I mumbled she smiled hugging me "well just because he's hot doesn't mean u should cry over him, I'm sure there's someone u might even know now that likes u and is just so shy to say it" Mom sighed closed to my ear I bit my lip nodding she pulls away "now. U hungry? I get to stay" My eyes widened and a big smile found slide on my face "are u serious we haven't got to eat together for like years" I say hugging her again she giggled "yea I know. I'm sorry I haven't been here for u" She sighed as i pulled away I smile shaking my head "no it's okay really. Let gooo" I say grabbing my hand before dragging her out my room downstairs to the kitchen all the sadness washed away for now and happiness painted in my soul replacing it finally being able to hang out with my mommy. We walk to the living room and sat on the couch and started eating smiling and talking occasionally with small giggles.