4LIFER - Jude Bellingham

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tays POV:

i decided to leave amelia's and drive back to my own apartment. i needed time and space to process what i had just seen by myself.

i get changed into my grey sweats, grab some chocolate chip ice cream from the freezer and put on brooklyn 99.

i tried my best to not think about the picture of jude with the random girls tongue down his throat but it wouldn't leave my mind. i just couldn't believe he would do this to me again. the first time it happened, he got with my best friend and the second time with a random bitch. i guess it's true that some people just don't ever learn from their mistakes.

i didn't want to be petty but i wanted to give jude a taste of his own medicine. i wanted revenge. i wanted to make him jealous. i wanted him to think i wasn't hurt by his actions. i wanted him to know that i'm the best thing he will ever have.

but first i had to let him know, that i know everything and i'm pissed.

JUDE🖤

tay🤍
you're sorry are you??
sorry about what.
if you was genuinely sorry then you
wouldn't of hurt me again less then 24 hours
after telling me 'your a changed man'
i don't trust you jude
your full of shit
i know earlier i said i'd give you another chance
but trust me that's out the window now, you've
had all the chances your going to get

jude🖤
baby what are you talking about
i haven't done anything?
read
i know you saw my message babe
tell me what i have done
i can explain
please don't leave me

tay🤍
once again your trying to play dumb
okay if you can explain
explain this.

don't  come up with no bullshit excuse that
it was from ages ago because i know it was
last night.
you really think i'm a fool don't you
read
lost for words are we now???

jude🖤
i was drunk.
i'm genuinely sorry
it was an accident
please taylor
it didn't mean anything

tay🤍
idfc if it meant something or not
you still did it
you proved to me once again
i can't trust you jude
i'm done.
i'm tired of this.
we obviously aren't meant to be

jude🖤
we ARE meant to be
cancer & scorpios are the best duo
that's us, you taught me that
don't give up on us yet

tay🤍
i regret teaching you about zodiacs
right now😑
* it was us, before you betrayed me
you gave up on us a long time ago
when you picked my best friend over me

jude🖤
it was an accident i swear.
please taylor.
i will change for you.

tay🤍
YOU SAY THIS EVERY FUCKING TIME
BUT YOU NEVER CHANGE
IM NOT FALLING FOR THIS AGAIN
IM BLOCKING YOU GOODBYE

jude🖤
no please don't
i will change promise

tay🤍
k

WOULD YOU LIKE TO BLOCK 'JUDE🖤'

YES | NO

'JUDE🖤' HAS NOW BEEN BLOCKED

if jude can move on so can i. i don't care if it's been less than 10 minutes, he moved on when he was with me and cheated on me. now it's my turn to move on and leave jude in the past.

authors note:
who do you think tay will move on to👀
scroll if you want a hint;)

hint : he plays for the england nt😌
leave your guesses in the comments!!!