Future // jjk (On going)

𝙲 𝚑 𝚊 𝚙 𝚝 𝚎 𝚛 20

"Y/N wake up!" Yoongi said as he shook me awake. "Uh, finally" he sighed. I sat up on the bed and recalled all that happened. That was just a dream.

"You were talking in your sleep and I was passing by your room so I decided to check on you. You didn't seem like you were having fun" he said as he yawned and got up.

"I brought you some milk and cookies, if you want to calm down... or feel like Santa Claus" he shrugged. "Oh, thank you, Mr. Chef" I joked a little.

He stepped out of my room and I began thinking. I never dreamt of Jungkook until today, could it mean something?

I decided to let it go and ate what Yoongi left me, finally going back to sleep.

☾︎---☀︎︎---☽︎

Your faint voice that grazes me
Please call my name one more time
Even if I’m standing still under the frozen sunset
I want to walk one more step towards you
Still with you

In a dark room with no light
It shouldn’t feel familiar
But it’s familiar

I can hear quietly
The air conditioner sound
If I don’t even have this
I really think I will fall apart

We laugh and cry together
These simple feelings
Seems like they were everything to me
When will it be
When i face you again

I want to look into your eyes and tell you
I’ve missed you
Inside the blissful memory...

"You have my number, yeah? Don't worry. Talk to me whenever you want to. I'll be there for you, okay?" I reassuringly told my last client of the day, a 15 year old girl named Chaeng.

I picked up my latte brown coat, grabbed my black bag and offed the lights in my office. I locked the door and handed the backup key to the receptionist.

I was walking down a very quiet part of the town with dim street lights, 6:34 pm  read the clock. As I was walking down, I took a small trip to memory lane.

I remembered the portal. How I would go there (the sewers) every day for 2 years, until it got cemented up. I wish I could go and check. But I can't. I have to move on, I throughly do.

Drip.

Drip.

The rain started to drizzle. I didn't have an umbrella with me, so I got soaked under the rain. But soon after, there was an umbrella above me. A familiar bright smile,

Hosoek.

We chatted a little and then there was a short period of science between us.

"Y/n, I know what you dreamt about. You need to let him go, please. He's unreachable now. Even the six of us have moved on. We have aadopted to the average human lifestyle. Please, its for your own good. We were alive, you are alive, let's act like it. Don't look back to the past unless its to see how far you've come. Jungkook would want you to be happy, wouldn't he? So please, for us, for yourself, for him, move on. I know its not easy. But try."

And I knew he was right. I wish I could.

And so silence grew even louder among the two of us, but he gave a reassuring smile, and so the walk in the rain continued.

Even if i dance by myself, the rain pours down
By the time this fog clears
I’ll come running on my wet feet
Then, hold me

That moon looked lonely

Because I felt like it was crying brightly in the night sky
Even when I know the morning will come someday
I wanted to remain in your sky like a star

That one day, that moment
If I had known this would happen
I would’ve absorbed it more

When will it be
When I face you again
I want to look into your eyes and tell you
I’ve missed you

Inside the blissful memory
Even if I dance by myself, the rain pours down
By the time this fog clears
I’ll come running on my wet feet
Then, hold me

Behind your faint smile when you look at me
I want to paint a purple light
Our footstep may not coincide
But I want to walk this path with you
Still with you