All or Nothing Behzinga

chapter sixteeen

I woke up on the sofa in the living room, the tv was still on and there was half empty pizza boxes and a tub of melted ice cream on the table with a load of empty cans of beer. I rubbed my eyes slowly before sitting up on the sofa, I grabbed my phone which was sitting on the table. I had over 30 texts from JJ and loads of missed calls from him too but I decided it was best for me to just ignore them "morning beautiful" I heard a male voice say I turned around and saw harry standing in the kitchen "morning harry" I smiled back picking up the rubbish on the table and placing them in a black bag to chuck in the bin "was all that food for you?" Harry asked crossing his arms "nah ethan joined me for some food" I answered honestly"
"Oh hunny I'm sorry about you and Jj" harry said with a sad expression on his face. "Don't worry harry shit happens" I said pretending not to be upset but I was I actually thought me and Jj could of had something special but clearly I was wrong but lucky I had Ethan and the rest of the gang to keep me going. "Where's tobi" I asked "SHE DOESN'T WANT TO FUCKING SEE YOU JIDE" I heard tobi shout "tobi please mate let me just explain bro" I could hear Jj and tobi I decided to walk out into the hallway where Jj was standing at the door "tobi it's fine" I said walking towards them tobi turned around before asking if I was sure where I nodded in agreement "if you need me I'll be in the living room with harry, ok hun" tobi respond I smiled "what do you want Jj?" I questioned confused at why he bothered to even come to see me "I'm so sorry babe, I really didn't mean for it to happen I'm truly sorry" jj said with a sad voice "I'm sorry to, I'm sorry I even thought you was different from all them other guys, I'm sorry I even wasted my time on you" I replied harshly "please babe, dont give up on us" jj whispered sadly "you did that already" I said before shutting the door and walking into my room I sat on the end of the bed
I needed to sort out all my stuff and begin packing as I was collecting the keys for my house today and to be honest I needed to take my mind of Jj. I decided to firstly packed all my makeup and jewellery, I then packed most of my clothes and shoes.
"Jess, you hungry?" Tobi asked on the other side of the door "what u ordering now?" I questioned whist taking down pictures and prints that was on my bedroom wall "nando's baby" tobi said happily "yeah order me my normal but with extra broccoli and spicy rice please" is that with a can of sprit my lady" tobi respond with a laugh "yes please lovely" I replied back packing things from under my bed at this point when my phone vibrateed I looked down at the screen and saw something I was not expecting
The online clothing brand in the style wanted to work on a clothing line with me I couldn't believe it why was this happening to me? How was this happening to me? I've always wanted to work with them and have my own clothing line and out of no where the email me I quickly opened up the email reading it but wanted to double check it wasnt a scam I went into the living room to show tobi and harry as they would know more then i would what with being in the industry longer then i have been once i showed them they informed me that it was definitely legit and I had 24hours to reply I quickly typed up a email accepting their offer before clicking send "that's insane" I mumbled to myself in disbelief at what just happened "wow your gonna have your own clothing out for people to buy that's great, I'm so proud of you" tobi said wrapping his arms around me making me smile
Few hours later

Myself, tobi and harry all ate our nandos and I went and collected the keys for my new house and showed the lads they all seemed to approve and think it was definitely me we where all now on are way to get dinner at a restaurant in town JJ was also there but I wasn't gonna let it be awkward.

The whole gang was at a massive table in the middle of the restaurant and we all ordered our food and some cocktails I was sitting at the end of the table next to Ethan and Jj was sitting opposite me I had a short black tight skirt on with a white blouse tucked into it with a pair of purple butterfly laced heels with a full face of makeup and my hair was curled "jess I heard in the style wanna work with you?" Talia said with a huge smile breaking the silent. "Yeah I cant believe it to be honest I'm so buzzing about it" I said taking a slip of my cocktail "that's great news jess congratulations" jj said smiling across the table at me "thanks" I muttered not really interested in talking to him most of our food came to the table we where just waiting for Vik's to arrive then we would all start eating together couple moments later viks food arrived and we all tucked into our meals we where all chatting, laughing and having banter I put my hand up to call over the waiter "yes miss what would you like?" The waiter smiled over at me "could I get another cocktail please?" I asked with a smile back at the waiter he nodded "of course I'll be back with it in a few moments" "thank you"

Once my cocktail arrived I started talking to freya and gee when I felt a hand run up my leg making me get butterflies I knew straight away it was Ethan as he had a smile on his face "what you up to Ethan?" Simon questioned interested "dont worry bro nothing" ethan grinned back this time his hand moving further up he started moving his fingers past my thigh he moved closer to me and whispered in my ear "wanna come back to mine?" Ethan muttered into my ear making sure no one else heard but Jj doesnt miss nothing and obviously heard as he began to kick off "fuck sake ethan" jj said across the table with a angry tone "what?" Ethan asked confused "leave jess alone man, you've been over her all evening its quite cringe" jj answered back "tobi I'm gonna go yeah" I said standing up and straighing myself up
I lefted £30 on the table for my food and drinks "it's okay I'll pay for you food jess" jj said trying to hand me back to £30 "dont worry about it JJ it's quite cringe" I replied back rudely making a couple of the guys laugh "you coming?" I asked Ethan who nodded happily "have fun, dont do anything I wouldn't do" josh laughed at what he said me and Ethan walked out the restaurant and got into a taxi "you okay?" I asked Ethan who smiled at me "of course I am okay, I get to spend time with you how could I not be" "awe ain't you cute" I giggled trying so hard not to blush I rested my head on Ethan's shoulder in the back of the cab.
We soon arrived at Ethan's place where I collapsed onto the sofa taking of my heels "oh fuck that's better" I said rubbing my feet as they where so sore from the heels "do you wanna drink?" Ethan asked pulling out a bottle of vodka from the cupboard "trying to get me drunk huh" I asked trying not to laugh "yeah of course" ethan laughed knowing I was only joking "do you want no then?" He questioned again i nodded pulling out my phone and going on snapchat and taking some snaps and vids for my story.
Ethan bought two glasses of vodka and a can of coke if we wanted that to but I honestly just drink vodka straight.

We sat on the sofa listening to music and laughing a joking about, but I must of got tipsy a bit to quickly as I was now all over Ethan. "Jess what you doing?" Ethan asked as I moved closer to him and now our faces where close "what does it look like?" I answered back with a grin before Ethan could answer I placed my lips on his and we began kissing the kiss felt like nothing I've ever had before it was different for some reason it felt completely natural like it was meant to be this way. Things began getting heated as I felt Ethan begin to undress me and I wasn't about to stop him I wa now in my underwear and Ethan was topless our kiss became more meaningful and the next thing I knew we where on the sofa having sex.

"That was incredible" Ethan smirked pulling up his joggers and putting his top over his head "yeah it was right" I smirked back placing my clothes back on and fixing my hair. "ETHAN WE'RE BACK" me and Ethan looked at each other with wide eyes Ethan grabbed my perfume and sprayed it on both of us and around the room quickly before the gang walked in well I say gang it was only tobi, jj, harry, and the two cals.
"What you to been up to?" Callux asked as I was turned around buttoning up my blouse "nothing just chilling and having a drink" "ethan answered "yeah whatever" tobi laughed

For the rest of the evening we watched rubbish TV and ate loads of munchies.

Thanks for reading I hope you enjoyed, sorry I haven't uploaded in a while I've just not been in the mood to upload recently but I'm gonna start uploading a lot more now.