Hey luvs really quick this is your TW this has sh and body shaming and Ed in it be safe
"You made it" kie said pulling me in for a hug I hugged her back
John b had a party at his house
Rafe came up to me
JJ POV
I seen rafe go up to y/n me and her been dating for a couple of months and I made sure to show her off as much as I can but this dumbass doesn't get it I walked up to y/n and wrap my arm around her "everything ok here darling" I asked "yea I'm ok" she said looking up at me "what do you want big guy" I asked rafe "I dot understand why you would let y/n out trying to look sexy when she looks like that" rafe said to me I seen y/n look at me I was so pissed off "what did you just say" I asked "she's F.A.T" rafe said laughing I grabbed him try the shirt and punched him to the ground not stoping John b and pope pulled me off and put me inside "what the hell dude are you trying to get us in trouble" John b yelled "he called y/n fat" I yelled "he what" he walked out but rafe and his lil gang ran off y/n,kie and Sara were calming her down "she has scares from that SCARES" I yelled "i should have just let you kill him" John b yelled "you should go get y/n" pope told me
I seen y/n walking away I ran up to her pulling her In for a hug "I'm not good enough for you" y/n cried into my chest I started to cry cuz i hate hearing her say that "y/n your so perfect that people don't even realize it. I love you so much don't you know that I could never ask for anything more" I told her "I need to go home my mom called I love you" she said kissing me and me and her got on the bike and went off when we got there I told her
"Don't let assholes get you like that you mean so much to me" "I know baby" she told me kissing me and it turned out to making out "ok I have to go I'll stay over Tomorrow" she said i smiled I'm so lucky
Y/n POV
I got back into my room my mom never called I just really needed to get home so he couldn't see this part I grabbed my bl@de and make three lines on my wrist and thigh I was crying cuz why would anyone like jj want me. I looked in the mirror and cried and cried
I told myself I should stop eating for a bit till I get skinny again
Next morning I had to put on a sweater good thing it was cold out and I put on joggers so they couldn't see
"Hungry" my mom asked "I'm going to eat at John b" I replied walking out. I made it to John b "Morning my girl" jj told me "Morning handsome" I said back "hungry" he asked "no I ate before I came here" I replied
I was worried cuz I know jj gonna ask me to take off my sweater sooner or later.
4 hour goes by watching movies with everyone
Everyone was eating but me "hey you should eat" jj told me "uhh yea later" I said smiling he gave me that look of him knowing what's going on "y/n" he said "jj I'm fine" I said "ok" he said "you staying over again?" Kie asked "uhh i don't know yet probably" I said
Next day
I stayed over but still had my sweater on
"Hungry" jj asked "not right now" I said
John b and jj looked at each other
"Take off your sweater" John b told me "why it's cold" I replied I lied "no it's not take it off" pope told me I took it off "there happy" I said "holy sh!t y/n your wrist" jj said getting up "jj I'm fine" I yelled "no your not" John b yelled back "listen to us please" kie said "I'm find I don't know why y'all are over reacting like y'all are my body guards or something" I yelled "cuz we're worried" Pope said
"Fine I'll just leave" I said "then I'll tell your mom" John b said "oh my god fine, jj you deserve someone better and I'm not eating until I look better" I yelled "y/n your perfect the way you are" jj yelled I sat down "please stop doing this to your self" Pope said "i don't wanna talk about it anymore" I said "at least eat we could go out" john b said we all got in the van and went to kies restaurant we all ate and messed around and acted like nothing happened "jj I'm sorry" I said "it's ok please don't do that" he said "I will for you guys" i said smiling me and jj got up and danced with kie and John b and pope
Sara came in so kie dancing with pope it was fun
Me and jj went out side to stargaze cuz that's our thing
"I love you" jj said putting his hat on my and putting his bracelet on me
"I love you too" I said kissing him we all went back to the house falling asleep in the living room
