"Y/n we have to break up we're fight all the time we have to focus on ourself" jj voice cracking "jj please don't leave me" I looked at him with tears in my eyes "y/n I love you but we're not ready" he said hugging me "please your all I have left" I cried "your everything I have" I cried harder "y/n I'm sorry" he said he had to walk out before you parents came back you sat there and sob
"Y/n what's wrong" you mom came in your room she came over to you as your cried
"I lost him" you sobbing
"He's everything I had left and I lost him" my mom was worried and gave me melatonin to help me sleep
"Y/n wake up" kie said "what" you said half asleep "wanna go out as besties" she asked "kie not today I'm sorry" you said she understood and walked out you had to get rid of all jj stuff in your room your gave him a letter that said
"Thank you for the happiest year of my life, you brought out the best of me. A part of me I'll never see, here's all your stuff back jj," you put the letter in the box and gave it to kie so she could give it to kie.
John b came over with a box with all your stuff you started to cry again he pulled you in for a hug you cried in his chest him chin on the top of your head "it's gonna be ok" he said you hanged out to make you feel better you played games and he had to go "I'll come over tomorrow ok" John b said before walking out "thank you John b" you said "anytime" he smiled you and John b we're like besties of the bestie
You were going though your phone seeing all the text from people
JJ called you but you didn't answer you just left it and put on music and you thought about everything. You started to cry cuz jj came into your mind you hate think about him cuz it alway brought tears to your eyes
Next month
You haven't left your room and kie and pope, John b were alway there with you to hang out and play video games and watch movie to help you calm down
"Hey mom I'm gonna go for a walk" you said "sounds good I love you" she said "love you to" you smiled you felt better and wanted to go out for ones
You walked around and your heart dropped best luck ever right you seen jj you forgot he worked not to far you seen him crying you had to walk away cuz you didn't want it talk to him
Tears came into your eyes you breathed thought it cuz you didn't want to cry
You walked back home and you felt a bit better
"Hungry?" Your dad asked "yea what's there" you asked
"Since your mom is a kook she can cook so ask her" you dad said
You parents where half and half your mom was born a kook and your dad was a pogue you where mostly a pogue tho nothing like a kook
"Oh someone dropped this off I honestly don't know who they left before I opened there door" you mom gave you a letter you opened it "dear y/n, I'm so sorry I miss you, I can't handle walking up to
Your door cuz this was my fault I'm so sorry I love you so much please don't forget that, I can't get you out of my head" the letter said tears came out of your eyes. You mom read it to see what your crying about and see seen it and showed your dad they hugged you really long to make you feel better. They took you out for ice cream to make you feel better "y/n" you heard you turned around to see John b with kie they both hugged you "your out of your room I'm so proud of you" kie said "y/n your doing great" John b said "hi miss and mr y/l/n" John b said "hi" you mom said "where's jj" you asked "he's in the van" kie said "you wanna talk to him" John b asked "kinda" you said looking outside
"Here" you dad passed money to kie so they could buy you something later "text me your plans if you end up stay the night" you mom said "ok" you said "you sure you wanna talk to him" kie asked "yea" you held kie hand walking out "jj get out of the van" John b opened up the door "man why should I, I just miss y/n" jj said coming from the van "just get out" John b pulled him out jj got out and look at you "hi" you said jj picked you up, you wrapped your legs around jj you guys just stayed there jj was crying and you where starting to cry he put him face in your neck and you did the same, you both where sobbing and holding each other tight "I missed you so much y/n" "jj I missed you more" i cried "I'm sorry I love you" jj cried "why'd you leave me" I cried, "y/n I wasn't ready we both weren't ready yet" jj said putting me down jj wiping my tears away "man got us crying" John b said wiping his tears same with kie and pope
"We got the gang back" pope said "yes we did" jj said kissing my forehead "know what sounds good right now" jj asked putting his arm around me looking at them "hm" I asked looking at him "ice cream" jj looked at me with his beautiful blue eyes "say that again but without the ice" I smiled "god I missed you" jj laughed hugging me again we went to go get ice cream and went back in the van messing around I sat between jj legs
We got to John b place and sat on the dock
We all were laughing talking about dum stuff
"What time is it" I asked "3 am" pope said looking at his phone "shit" I said getting up grabbing my phone calling my mom "y/n you ok" she asked "hey yea Um I think I'm gonna stay over" I smiled "ok tell me the details when you get back love you" she said hanging up sitting back with jj
We went back in the house
Me and jj feel asleep in the spear room
Me and jj cuddling
JJ put on a ring on me he got me
It was matching rings with his
"I love it" I smiled "good" he kissed me head
We both fell asleep
I love this boy so much
