Him and Her | GiyuShino Fanfic

Chapter 11

"You were up there for a long time" Shinobu's sister started laughing while sitting at the countertop"Yeah... We talked and I had to tuck her to sleep" she shook her head

"It's Kanae, by the way" I nodded and sat down at the stairs "You talked with Shinobu?" I nodded, while she laughed

"Talking to a drunk Shinobu is like talking to a brick wall" I chuckled, while trying to get into a comfortable position

"I've noticed" she looked at me "What did you two talk about?" I put my hands on my face

"She kept insisting that I liked Mitsuri, I'm still confused on why she thinks that" she shrugged "Well do you like Mitsuri" I shook my head

"Did you like her before" I nodded, she turned her back at me again "Maybe she was able to find that out, and she thinks that you haven't changed" I shook my head

"Only 3 people know about how I liked Mitsuri, they haven't been to Tokyo in a year" she shrugged

"Do you think she saw you two doing something, and thought it was intimate?" I shook my head and looked at the ground

"She said she saw us holding hands, but we didn't" she hummed "Well I don't know" she laughed after responding

"I'll get going now" she turned back and waved goodbye

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"So she likes you, and was paranoid you liked her slash your best friend?" I nodded while scratching the back of my head "She told you she liked her?" I nodded "And you like her too?" I nodded

"I don't see the problem here" Sabito exclaims while I shook my head "This is both how she is mentally, and how she knew some of my secrets" He looked at me weirdly

"What do you mean by that?" I shrugged and stood up "She knew that I liked Mitsuri before" he had a dumbfounded face

"And?" I looked at him "No one else knew that except for you, Makomo, and Master Urukodaki" he had a face that says "ooooh"

"And also that she doesn't normally get drunk, she might've been in a bad spot, mentally for a few days" he nodded

"Well when she wakes up, you ask her" Makomo says, startling me "You were here?" She nodded

"I've always been here, you couldn't see me though" I nodded before putting my head at my pillow

"I can't just ask, 'hey, how did you know my deep secrets' to her" they looked at me dumbfounded

"Why not?" They asked simultaneously, I shrugged "Knowing that she knows it, she might've been snooping around my place, she won't admit that" they shook their heads

"You should still ask, you never know" Sabito said "You think she got your journal?" Makomo suggested

"She's not that type of girl" she looked at me "How do you know? You've started getting to know her less than a month ago" she rebutted

"You get to know they're morals too, and from what I know, she would not do that" I argued back "Anyone can do anything... with love" I slammed my head at the pillow again

"I'm so confused now" I put my hands at the top of my head "That's why we are telling you to ask, there is no harm"

"Ok" I hung up

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I couldn't sleep. The thought of Shinobu getting my journal, and reading even some pages terrifies me

No one should get their privacy get stolen like that. I just hope that she only read maybe 3 or 4 pages

Also the possibility that she became paranoid, depressed, or anyway or form mentally ill, because of the information she got from that journal, makes me worried

I don't want our relationship, and her and Mitsuri's relationship, to change because of me

I have to make sure Mitsuri doesn't know any of what happened this evening

Possibilities keep popping up in my mind on what she did with my journal, or what she did after she read my journal, it's making me sick

I now get how terrible it is when people overthink. It feels like I'm lying and gaslighting myself