THE SWEETEST LOVE [ONE SHOT]

The Real Ending

Yesterday's news broke my heart so much. Bbyu are the first idol couple that I shipped. They are the only couple that I watched in WGM back then in 2020.

I am a hardcore bbyu shippers even though I am the new one.

It is really hard and tough yesterday since I read Joy x Crush dating news.

I always prepared myself when a day like yesterday came, I always have the thought someday they will find some one else.

CWTW is the solid and main reason I shipped them so bad. I mean I know Sungjae will not illustrate his solo MV with WGM references just to gain many viewers.

Sometime I do believe that they already tried, but maybe the timing and the situations are just not by their side.

The reality hits me that all the coincident are just coincident,

The fact Joy already found her partner,

The fact we are just in delusion through out this year,

The fact Sungjae's birthday is 2nd May while Crush in 3rd May make it harder for me.

Both of them are also currently serving in military.

What a pain coincident!

But I don't have a regret loving them because they make me happy,

They introduced me to Btob and Red Velvet.

I should thank them for that.

They held a very special place in my heart.

I guess they are the second couple (after Monday couple) and the last couple that I shipped.

I don't want to get through this pain anymore!

I just want to spill my complicated feeling and I am still trying to forget yesterday news.

I also already spill my thought in my twitter account so I want to do so in this space too.

I hope Crush will take good care of Joy and be happy together forever.

And of course I know Sungjae is so happy for Joy.

I also hope Sungjae  will find his soulmate soon too.

When reality hits me, it hurts me so much cause they are the reason I came back to Wattpad.

But now since everything is official already, I will try to move on and I know it will take a long time. But I will try.

Seeing many early shippers signing off, many authors took down their works hits me to reality.

I guess I will just write one more last shot for a proper closure. The real closure.

I hope I can do that.

I will not unpublished my works, it will be a great memories for me. It is very special for me.

Thank you bbyu couple for making my life in pandemic happier.

Thank you Sungjae and Joy for the great chemistry together.

May both of you find the real happy ending.

_Amy_ 24.8.2021_