THE SWEETEST LOVE [ONE SHOT]

The Feeling

He is her first love.

He taught her how beautiful love it is.

He is the reason why she still hold in until now.

He is the one who always make her laugh and smile.

Even she is the only who take the lead.

But, he is always special to her.

He holds a very special place in her heart.

He is Yook Sungjae.

Her sunbaenim that she got to know through her first trial on variety show.

She is always his fan especially after School 2015.

She always put in her mind that she did all of those sweet actions for the sake of the show.

She did that for the sake of her group.

But, she is wrong.

She falled in love with him.

She is totally fall into him.

Which girl who doesn't fall to him if she is in her shoes?

He is handsome, kind hearted, gentle, funny, tall, proctective and also very mature.

He notices small details of herself.

He may not so touchy to her but his eyes.

His eyes is always speak louder than his action.

His silly jokes and action make her feel so happy.

He is her ideal type oppa.

And most importantly he is very reliable.

But now, after 6 years without any meeting and contact she accidentally met him.

He is with another girl and he looks so happy.

Yes. She is pleased that he can smile and laugh happily like that but..

she always hope that she is the one who make him feel so.

But, it is just her wishful thinking.

She should accept the faith that he is not for her.

Yes.

He deserves someone better.

At least someone better than her.

She tries to smile but her tears come out instead when she looks at the scenario in front of her.

She is having dinner alone at the restaurant but she never knows that she will met him again.

He is sitting on the table in front of her and she is pretty sure he do not notice her presence.

She tries to finish off her food, but she can't.

She suddenly lose her appetite to eat her favourite medium rare steak.

"Should I keep watching this scene?"

"But, I want to see his handsome face again after such a long time,"

Yeah, it is such a torture to herself but she can't lie to herself that she misses the man in front of her.

The man who used to make her smile widely...

But because of the cruel industry, they cannot ended up together.

Yes, it is such a cruel faith for them.

They were asked to act as the married couple during the show.

But they were also asked to not interfere between works and personal feeling.

How cruel it is for them as the normal human being.

But suddenly his eyes caught her eyes who have been staring at him intensely.

He looks quite shocks at first but later he forms a smile for her.

A sincere smile for her.

A sincere smile to tell her that her that he is happy with his life.

A smile and gaze to tell her that she will find a man that is better than him.

And she returns back the smile even it does not reach her eyes.

Even after 5 years she still can read his mind.

She takes care of the bills and leaves the restaurant.

She can't take it anymore.

She needs to leave.

She knows she needs to move on.

She needs to forget him.

She needs to accept the fact that he is already meet his other half.

Even she is not her, she needs to learn to accept it.

Maybe in another life, in her next life she will find her happy ending with him.