The journey back home was a long and silent one. Many thoughts came across my mind.
Things won't be the same anymore.
We're not used to being far apart from each other, how will I survive?
What if he breaks the promise we made?
The promise... to marry each other? Although we're still young, I truly want him to be my life partner.
What if he find someone else whom he really love?
I dismissed the thoughts and close my eyes, trying to relax. My eyes were still swollen due to all the crying I did just now. The last look Jun Oppa gave me, I couldn't read what's in his mind. Well, we can read each other like an open book. But this time, I can't decipher his expressions.
"MiRae-ah, are you okay?" Eomma knew that nothing is fine for me right now but she chose to ask anyway. It's certainly not okay for me. A day without seeing Jun Oppa is like a year without rain.
I looked at Eomma and forced a smile.
"I'm sure you can do it, it's not going to be that long," She tried her very best to cheer me up but to no avail.I'm sorry, Eomma, but it will take a long time for me to adapt to this.
"Unnie, everything is going to be okay. I'm here for you okay, Mirae Unnie!" Yoona held my hand and swung it back and forth.
"Unnie, himnaeseyo~ Yoona ga, ijjanayoo~" She did aegyo with her high-pitched voice. Thanks to her, I felt a bit better. For a while, that is.
Kang Hyeongjun, I miss you so much...
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FanfictionPromises are meant to be broken. This is a story about Song Mirae, a third year high school student who's trying to move on from her first love. Along the way, she finds herself falling in love with a man with few words, Choi Seunghyun, although the...