Dizziness

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Kyoka Jiro's Pov

 Yesterday was just like usual, I hoped today wouldn't have a bad change.

 " Hey, Kyoka! " Just when I'm a few steps away from class a girl with a long black hair wave at me with a smile on her face. With a smile, I replied, " Hey Yao-momo, good morning. " then we walked into the classroom together heading to my seat.

 I put my bag on my desk and Momo's standing beside my desk, we have around 13 more minutes before Eraserhead comes. Some people are already in class, certain voices can be heard from my bench, what a chaotic class if I can be honest. I started talking to Momo about random topics. 5 minutes passed, Iida stood up out of the blue getting most people in class 1-A's attention which also confuse me since I'm unsure if there's a new announcement. 

 " Everyone, good job on our last exam, Sensei said he'd announce the result today, so prepare yourself and keep up your good work in the next exam! " Said him full of spirit, Dekusquad smiled at him and Uraraka cheers at Iida's announcement, on the other hand, the person beside me seems to be worried even though she has a smile on her face, an awkward face if I need to specify it. 

 On our last exam, I did well because Yaoyorozu helped me in my studies. By any chance she's overthinking about it I'd feel really bad because she might not get enough time to study because of me back then and plus she has worked hard for it, she should appreciate herself more. Last time my rank was 7th and she was the best in class, the 1st. I should tell her I'm proud of her more. Both of I and Yaoyorozu didn't talk for around 3 minutes, she poked me a few seconds after while pointing at her seat, and then I realize Aizawa sensei's on the door, I nodded at her quickly and smile.

 After some minutes of talking with our homeroom teacher about random things finally, he'll announce our results now. He's reading the result from bottom to top results and so far I haven't heard my name being called. A minute after focusing on the results Aizawa sensei called my name, oh, again being the 7th out of 20 students, well I think this is nice, I can keep my rank so far. I got back focusing on the results again waiting for Yaoyorozu's name to be called, I wished for her to be the 1st again but sadly not so long after I prayed I hear her name being called as the 2nd out of 20 students. Sensei congrats us and gave a death stare to some of us who wanted to talk to each other about results, and then continued on with our lesson. As much as I want to check if my girlfriend's okay I can't really go against my own homeroom teacher, Yaoyorozu wouldn't like that either. Well, around an hour and a few minutes to go before our break time, I sighed. I can't pay attention to the lesson, I can't stop my thoughts about her overthinking either, I want to keep staring at her until she noticed and say anything by eye contact but Sensei literally realize if any of us not facing forward.

Yaoyorozu Momo's Pov :

 2nd out of 20 students. It's already high but Bakugo won, he's in the first place. My feelings are complicated, I might act like I pay attention but my mind's somewhere else, I can't stop thinking about the results. I'm very glad that my girlfriend stays at her old rank, but as a person who usually has the best rank, this is a pressure for me. Did I not learn enough? I don't regret it that I spent my time teaching some of my classmates especially Kyoka but... but. 

 Kyoka said I should talk to her when I'm overthinking and really I'd love to do so at the moment to make me feel more relaxed but I can't with Sensei who has a sharp eye even though seemed tired. More than an hour to go will these thoughts stop before then? I can't pay attention to this. I stare at my pen and paper for around 1 minute and start putting a bit of emotion into it, just a maybe, I'd break my pen with my own fingers if possible. I'm stressed. I'm trying to get rid of my " high expectation " from myself. I shouldn't be feeling like this, I mean, everyone who got a lower rank than me seemed to be enjoying their hard works, I worked for it too. 

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