Jealous (S.R)

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Summary: y/n has been avoiding the conversation of baby's with Spencer, what happens when he over hears a conversation? And he confronts her about it.

Category: Angst.

Requested by ready-4-spencie 

This took me almost 3 hours to write. Enjoy!

"Aww, he's so cute," you say to JJ, she is showing you a picture of Henry, her son, eating Cheerios in a high chair. Spencer walks into the break room- which is where you are, but you don't really notice, she swipes left, it shows a picture of Henry dinosaur onesie, "he is the cutest little dinosaur," you say looking at the photo.

"I know... do you ever think about it, having kids I mean," she asks, you look up from the photo meeting her gaze.

"I don't know, sometimes," you shrug. "I'm still young," you say, still unaware of Spencer, overhearing your conversation.

"Well your engaged," she says, you raise your brows. "That's not what I meant, I mean that the next step after your married, is kids, have you talked to Spencer about it?" She asked.

"Uh, no," you say looking at the floor, "how old is Henry?" You ask, meeting her gaze, trying to change the subject.

"6, I love the dinosaur onesie, it's my favorite one," she says, "also your never to old to wear a onesie," she laughs, you chuckle. You and JJ continue to talk about Henry, then after your break is over you and JJ get up, you turn around and see Spencer leaned up against the door frame glaring at you, JJ leaves, you walk up to Spencer and, give him a quick kiss, before leaving, and continuing your paperwork.

The rest of the day Spencer was acting weird, he would glare at you, as if you did something. It was time to go home. You walked to your car with him, he got on the drivers side, and you sat in the passenger side, which was weird cause he rarely drives. "Are you mad at me or something?" You ask curiously, he shakes his head.

"No, why would I be mad at you?" He asks, pulling out of the BAU parking lot.

You shrug "I don't know," you say looking out the window, you replay the day out in your head over and over, you couldn't see why he would be mad at you, did I say something that offended him? Why is he upset with me? We barely talked today, maybe it was that we haven't talked that much t- your thoughts where cut off by Spencer.

"Where here," he said pulling the keys out of the ignition, you walked with him into your shared apartment, you asked Spencer if he wanted pizza, he said sure, your ordered a large pizza, it came you paid, you where now sitting on the counter, eating pizza with Spencer standing across from you eating. "Did JJ show you that picture of Henry in a dinosaur onesie?" He asked, after taking a bite of his pizza.

"Yeah..." you say looking at the ground. You hear him sigh, you look up at Spencer catching his gaze. You put your pizza down on a plate and, wipe your hands with a paper towel still sitting on the counter.

"Do you think you want kids?" He asked you, you clear your throat.

"I'm tired, I'm going to go to bed," you take a sip of your water.

"It's 7:48, y/n, why don't you want to have this conversation with me?" He says, slightly raising voice.

"What are you talking about, spence?" You ask, furrowing your brows.

"Oh, please don't play dumb, y/n," he says, you scoff, as well as rolling your eyes.

"I don't know what your talking about, spence," you say, raising your voice.

"Every time I want to talk about babies or kids, you always end the conversation immediately saying 'I'm tired,' or 'we should get to work,' 'we can talk about it another time,' y/n you won't talk to me about it!" He basically yells at you.

Two weeks ago.

You and Spencer where laying down in your bed after a really hard case, "when do you think you wanna have kids?" Spencer asked out of the blue.

"I'm tired," You said, fifteen minutes later you fell asleep.

Six days ago.

You and Spencer where in the car, he just pulled into the parking lot of the BAU, "JJ told me she was thinking of having another kid," Spencer said, you nodded your head "so... that got me thinking, about me and you having a baby," he said slowly,

"We should get to work," you said, you then opened the car door got out and shut it.

3 days ago.

"I was thinking that we could have kids a year after where married if your ok with that," he said, walking up the stairs to your shared apartment, his fingers laced with your.

"Can we talk about it another time?" You day walking up the stairs, he lets out a small 'sure.' You continue to walk up the stairs with him in silence.

The present

"What do you mean I won't talk to you about it?" You ask, defensively.

"Y/n! You where talking you JJ about Henry! And about when you where going to have a baby! But you won't talk to me about it, why?" He yells, glaring at you.

I- I just haven't been in the mood to talk about babies," you say, averting your gaze to the floor, who dropped at fork on the floor. You thought to yourself.

"Yeah, you mean you haven't been in the mood to talk about babies to me," he says annoyed.

"Why are you so hung up on the fact that I talked to JJ about it? She's my best friend I'm gonna talk to her about that stuff," you ask, Spencer scoffs and looks offended.

"You and JJ aren't just friends, you and JJ do everything together," he spits

"Oh, come on, me and JJ don't do everything together," you roll your eyes.

"You two are practically attached to each other's side," he yells, " she has a baby, why don't you want one?" He asks "I mean you do everything together so why don't you have a baby to?" He asks.

"I- just because she has a baby doesn't mean I have to!" You raise your voice. "are you really jealous that I talked to her about it," you ask

"Then maybe we shouldn't be getting married," he said, loudly. You immediately look up at him locking eyes with him.

Your eyes start to tear up. "Spencer, I love you. Are you saying that you don't want to get married?" You question sniffing.

"Y/n, I love you, but-" you interrupt him.

"But?" You a tear fell down your face.

"But I want to have a family, and if... and if you don't want to have kids I need to know," he says "because I think that would be a dealbreaker for me," he says, as tears fall down his face, and tears fall down yours.

Word count: 1209

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A/n hey! I hope this was ok I'm not the best at writing angst. <3

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