𝐋𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝 | 𐤀

1; reverie

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Usually, Jeongguk wasn't this inattentive or negligent at school, but the reason he was wishing for the class to be over was that he couldn't sleep properly last night and he was sleepy in the last classes for today.

Why couldn't he sleep you'd ask, simple, because he was simping over his neighbour plus school-mate dating crush, he was stalking his social media and he couldn't help but save every picture of him.

Hours went by before he could comprehend at the school, he was still thinking about his crush, hell, he thought about him all the day. Still sleepy, here he was, praying for the chemistry class to be over so he could finally go home and sleep.

The bell finally rang and he happily hopped from his seat, throwing all his stuff into his back pack. He glanced to his right and sighed as he kicked a sleeping Eunwoo under the desk.

"Huh? Oh, the class is over." Eunwoo blinked his eyes and started to shove his stuff in his bag as well.

"Yeah, I'm leaving now, I can't wait to take a nap," Jeongguk said in hurry and bid good bye to his friends.

"Don't forget the English assignment, it's due tomorrow" Yugyeom exclaimed from behind, to which Jeongguk threw a thumbs up in his direction and made his way out of the class and now the main exit.

After walking for a while, he sighed, grabbing bag straps with both of his hands, he slowed his steps. He heard the familiar voice behind.

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Taehyung waited for his boyfriend at the entrance, Woojin normally walked him home, he wondered if he would walk him home today or would he ask him to go by himself because he was tired like he did three times last week.

Taehyung sighed feeling sadness creep over his mind, but no, he cannot think like that, woojin was a human too, he needed rest, he can understand how tiring it would be to walk Taehyung home first and then go catch his bus for home.

He waved his hands exuberantly when he saw woojin making his way towards the exit.

Woojin barely smiled at him, feeling awkward because of the students turning their heads to look who was Taehyung waving at him so enthusiastically.

"Can you just cut it off? Stop attracting people." Was the first thing Taehyung heard from his boyfriend that day, his smile faltered and he let his hand fall to his sides.

"Oh sorry about that, anyway let's go home! I am excited to show you my new-"

"Yeah let's just go, you have already attracted enough students now please lower your voice." Woojin cut him off, already walking ahead. Taehyung didn't know why he was so pissed, maybe because he was waving so frantically or because he looked fat today.

They made their way out as Taehyung grabbed his hand, intertwining their fingers.

"So as I was saying, I am excited to show you the new hoodie I bought yesterday, it has a big 'W' written on it and it is pink," taehyung said making a big W in the air with his forefinger.

"Pink?" Woo-jinn frowned.

"Yeah baby pink, it looks so cute." Taehyung mentally cooed as they passed over some students, one of them being Jeongguk, who was side-eyeing Taehyung and Woojin walking hand in hands.

Jeongguk smiled at taehyung's sweet voice, hearing Taehyung squeal after saying something and jungkook wondered how cute a person could be.

But he can't help but feel a ping of pain in his heart, how unfortunate for him, Taehyung was happy with someone else.

After they were away from the little crowd of students, Woojin said

"Boys don't wear pink, it's girlish, I know you're gay, but you're still a boy" Taehyung's smile fell, he just can't understand the boy.

Taehyung instead changed the subject, talking about what Woojin enjoyed to discuss; studies.

Eventually, they parted their ways to get to their separate ways, Taehyung's house and Woojin's bus stop.

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Jeongguk just couldn't forget how happy Taehyung looked, or how he was squealing happily, and how he was holding Woojin's hands, he just couldn't ignore any of them.

After he greeted his father, he decided to take a shower before sleeping.

It is so hard to see the person you love with someone else like that, at first, he thought it was just a crush and he would move on eventually, but oh how wrong he was.

He felt overwhelmed by the sudden emotions and he wasn't able to hold back the sudden tears that fell from his eyes.

It was good because no one can see him crying, not even himself, the tears mixed with water, leaving a warm trail behind.

It wasn't easy thinking the person you loved so dearly was happy with someone else, that they don't even know you exist.

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Taehyung stood in front of the mirror, wondering why was Woojin so pissed today, was it because he was wearing purple?

Or because his cheeks were puffy? He thought cupping his cheek, which made him look like a cute little chubby boba ball, but taehyung was thinking otherwise.

Walking to the bed, he made a mental note to eat less starting tomorrow, oh, why tomorrow when he could start right now? He informed his father that he will be skipping the dinner for today as he said he had snacks in school. Which was a complete lie.

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