𝐋𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝 | 𐤀

15; aporia

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"He s-straddled me, then he like, kinda kissed me-" Jeongguk was with his friends, Yugyeom by his side, Bambam and Eunwoo in front of him, sitting in a corner of school cafe.

After Yugyeom insisting him to spill the tea because Bambam said he saw them walking hand in hand to their class, Jeongguk had to tell them about Taehyung's breakup and their make out in his special place.

He was contemplating whether he should tell them about what happened after their make out or not, he wasn't sure Taehyung will like the idea of him sharing their bedroom secrets with anyone, they were not in any relationship at the moment.

"Wait wait, what's straddling?" Eunwoo cut him with his eyes big with curiosity,

"It's my time to shine," Yugyeom said with mischievous smiling eyes and stood up, without wasting a second, he climbed up on Jeongguk's lap and straddled him. Making jeongguk choke on air.

His friends enjoying his situation, watching Yugyeom straddle him.

"Then he might have kissed him like this." Yugyeom leaned to Jeongguks ear, trying to explain as much as he can to Eunwoo with a teasing smile on his face.

Jeongguks face was pink with a light blush on his cheeks and eyes open wide in shock.

Bambam smirked and whistled a teasing tone watching his blush under his breath, Eunwoo fake clearing his throat with a smile, Yugyeom making kissy faces.

Jeongguk hid his face behind his hands laughing shyly because fuck, his long time crush kissed him (and more they didn't need to know) and he was sharing the details with his friends, and his idiot friends doing this to him.

The proximity between him and Yugyeom making Jeongguk uncomfortable, he pushed him off his lap and kicked his butt.

"Stay away bitch, I already have a crush on someone." Jeongguk tried to sound intimidating.

"The one you kissed and-" Bambam did some dirty hand gestures making Jeongguk kick his ass under the table. Jeongguk was red by all the embarrassment he was dealing with.

"I shouldn't have told ya'll this" Jeongguk facepalmed.

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Taehyung happily skipped his way to the cafeteria, he wasn't used to eating there at lunch breaks, but again, everything was different with Jeongguk.

He wanted to eat with him, then have a walk around campus or take him to the ice cream shop, then back to the classes.

Happily humming, he entered the cafe, eyeing all the places to find Jeongguk.

But his excitement shuttered as soon as he noticed Jeongguk in the café. There he saw, Jeongguk on the last table, with his friends around, one of them on his lap, and Jeongguk blushing.

Taehyung didn't know how to react, how to feel, Jeongguk was taking care of him like he was the most precious thing for him, and here he was with another man on his lap, blushing.

The pain in Taehyung's chest only grew stronger when that friend leaned to his face, without waiting to see what happens next, (because he certainly can't look at Jeongguk kissing some other person) he turned around and ran back to the class with teary eyes.

How could Jeongguk do this, make him feel this special, this precious, and the very next day, kiss some other boy?  Well okay, not kissing, he didn't see them kiss, but wasn't that enough? Sitting on a lap wasn't something a friend would do.