The Artistic Murder (ChanBaek)

XII

"So, come and sit here..." I tell him as I bring a razor and a bowl of water and face foam

He comes and sits as I say as he keeps looking at me.

"Umm... can you.... Turn .." I fidget on how to start shaving him.... And

"How about.." he pulls me onto his lap.... Ah.... This position?
I'm sitting on his lap facing him.

"Now you can see well" he says

Yeah yeah... how calm of you .... This position... urghhhhh

My heart.... Is beating fast again.
And I kept remembering that... he said he's interested in me and I even said back that I'm interest in him too!
What was that?!??

What was that Byun Baekhyun??? It was a confessionnnn,?????
And now we are this closeeee again???
And we slept hugging tooooo???!!!!!

"Do you not have class today?" He asks

"Ah, I have. But I kinda sleep in so, i just took a leave"

"How about tomorrow?"

"I have classes.. since morning"

"So, I will wake you up and make you breakfast" he says

"Will you?"

"Can't I?"

"No! You can"

"Okay" he says "And, Byun Baekhyun ssi.."

"Nae?"

"You are adorable"

His that usual Low voice... even tho his eyes are really empty... he looks like he sees something in me... and I like it.

I used to get uncomfortable with making eye contact with him back then but right now... I can only hear the sound of my heart fluttering.

He is about to touch my face and... he stops... "Can I?" He asks

I just... nod...

His warm palms touch my face and... he caresses gently...  his hands feels every features of my face... my eyebrows, eyes, nose ... my jawline... and ..... lips....

His hands go down to my neck and my shoulders.... And he takes off my hoodie that I am wearing and it drops onto the floor....

The house is so quiet that, I can even hear the hoodie drops... and our breathing sounds....

'He's obsessed with human bodies. Like skin and bone structures.' - Kyungsoo Hyung

I wish he uses me more.... I want to let him explore my body....

His hands then go down along my arms and he touches my waist... "Should I stop?" He asks

No... I don't want him to stop...

I take off my shirt by myself... with my will ....
And I can see his eyes brighten up a little...as he stares at my naked body

He starts touching along my collarbone and down to my chest... even tho my chest... is not like those women... he still stares and caresses them gently

It really feels.... I don't know..... I know what we are doing now is strange and weird but..... I'm getting excited.... Or ... I don't know...

"I...... Byun Baekhyun ssi.... I......"

I don't know anymore.... I lean closer to him and kiss his lips.. just.. you know... just a peck ... and I quickly lean back again...

"Ha...ha.... I must be out of... my mind... right..." I say