The Artistic Murder (ChanBaek)

XVIII

Still... I managed to follow him till his house...
What happened?
Why out of sudden?
Who called you?

"Park chanyeol ssi?! What's happening? Why suddenly...."

"Did Byun Baekhyun ssi meet with father?"

So.... It was from his father?

"Yes..."

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"I was going to... but last night.. as you know.... You and me...."

"So, you are also into those money, fame and nice background support."

"What?! What do you mean?! No! I have never .."

"Ah. Right, not now. Only after I am gone for your good. Why not go to father now? I bet he sure know how to treat people well"

"Park chanyeol ssi! I'm sorry ... that I didn't tell you that I met your father... but I never accepted what he offered to me. I'm being honest here.."

"Byun baekhyun ssi, it really doesn't matter to me. As everyone said, you need to keep living on with your normal life which is definitely not with me. You are nothing similar to me. You have people who care you and you have someone who you can call friends.
I'm just different for you. I hope you live what everyone calls a happy life. You and me are not same."

"Park chanyeol ssi! Do you know what you are saying?!"

"Yes. To end things between us"

"No... I... can't... I only have you.... I love you and you also said.... You love me..... what's there left then? Why are you so occupied with what people says.. why are you such a coward!"

"Do you think, a psychopath monster like me could feel what you call 'LOVE'? Did you believe when I say that? All I know is how to break you into pieces and engrave on your body" he says as he steps closer to me

His face.... Looks so bland.... So cold.....

"Kill me. Kill me then... make me your art.... I want... to be yours Park Chanyeol ssi"

"From the start, I have never think you as my next art"

"You love me....hmm? I know you do" I say as I hold his hand "We will runaway... let's runaway... so you...."

*Slap*

He shakes my hand off with force and results .... I'm slapping my face....

"Stop being so fearless for no good reason. Get what Father offers you and leaves. I wish I will never see your face again"

It stings...
I don't know it's either on my cheek or.. in my heart... or.... My head....

Why is he so disappointed about?
The fact that I met his father?
The fact that I didn't tell him before his father told him?
The fact that I have friends?
Which one?

"You.... You hurt me...." I say as I can't help.... But my tears start flowing down...
But he's just looking at me unfazed...

"I hate you... I hate you so much...... I just love you so much that..... I really hate you..."

"Good. Now you can leave."

"You will rot alone with that loneliness void of yours! You will never be able to find someone who can love you like me! You will die alone in a big tragedy and .... No one will even mourn for you! You will just die alone!!! Go die alone!"

"I will" he says and he go into his room

I also stomp out of his house ... and

Don't look back Byun baekhyun....
Don't....
It hurts... it really...
I hate him....
I hate him so much.....