The Artistic Murder (ChanBaek)

XIX

"You look... horrible Baekhyun ya" Juno says

"Why... are you here?"

I can't even think straight.... Why is Juno at my doorstep
I feel dizzy... how many days has it been?
That..... I haven't left my house...
Leave school with unnoticed and .. my phone .. I don't even know where it is.

I don't want to think what happened... I don't want to think again...
But still...
All I have in my mind is him...

Even when I'm sleeping... he's still in my dream..

"Baekhyun.... What's happening?" Juno asks as he steps into my house

"He..... he left me..... he's ..... wahhhhhh....." the tears I have been trying to hold onto... I can't help but cry again...

My eyes are almost numb and my nose too...

"Hey.... Why... I mean... you two were... fine..."

"He... I..... *cry* he's just too...much..."

"Shush.... Stop crying.. okay? You seem to be crying all day long.. you will get sick at the rate"

'Do you think, a psychopath monster like me could feel what you call 'LOVE'? Did you believe when I say that?' - Park Chanyeol

I did... I believed... and I still do ....
You love me.... But.... Why do you have to push me away?
Why do you have to stick to the dark?
Why do you have to....
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"Have you calm down a bit?" Juno asks

"Imm"

"I don't feel like forcing you to speak but... if he's a bad guy and break your heart, just forget him"

"He's.... Not a bad guy..."

"So? What happened?"

"Juno..."

"Aww?"

"Promise me"

"Promise you what?"

"No matter what... the words I'm going to tell you only stay between us"

"..... Okay...... I promise"

"The truth is... Park Chanyeol ssi... is not a writer"

"Huh? So? Is he a gangster or something?"

"I met him because of my final thesis"

"He's police?"

"Perhaps have you heard of 'The artistic Murder'?"

"I have seen that name in a list of infamous crimes"

"He's that criminal..."

"That cri.... What?!!!!!"

"He's that murderer, Juno. I met him because of my thesis and to do some interview."

"But... why .... He's not in a prison?! And he's allowed to go around like that?"

"There's ... yeah... I was also shocked at first but... yeah... secrets exists..."

"Wait.... Wait....  *sigh* so.... He's a murderer...a criminal ... you did interview with him and fell in love with him?"

"Yeah... in short... that's what happened.."

"Baekhyun ya... you...."

"But, I really fell in love with him.... You know.... It is the first time... and ... first time I felt like... he's the one for me who will not abandon me and who really understand me.... That I can even die for him... no... I'm willing to die for him... to be his art... his victim... i..... I..... And.... He just ... left me...."