Weightless

Weightless Chapter 4

I 'am Clarissa Spear. And. I look like a bum, you will never thought that I have a hidden brains somewhere. I barely recites in class, and I prefer to do individual project. And those things made invinsible. I wear a simple shirt, those pastel colors at all times and jeans, jeans, jeans. My hair is in deep black and I really think that it is the only thing beautiful in me. Dionne told me, I'm pretty cute, and of course I don't believe her, but, hey, I' m flattered in some way. Hee.

And I barely talk to anyone. Except Dionne, cause she is very friendly. Very Friendly. She is a little chubby and the Editor-in-Chief of our school paper. No wonder she knows everyone, including me. She is very noticeable, she had a huge pink, floral hair band that she wears everyday, and that makes her dirty blond hair more playful.

I don't know why she's updating me to all the school's event, even though, I told her everyday day that I' m not interested. But her company, makes me feel belong somehow. And I also think that it is helpful cause I know things about other people, and they still don't know about me and lastly, I became familiar to students, well, almost.

I know she consider me as a friend, well I also think that Dionne is my friend. Probably the best I could ever have.

My life as the invisible woman was enough for me. But it got twisted when a guy, my second grade classmate found me in one corner in the cafeteria. To tell you the truth I didn't recognize him at first. But when he started to tell our story, a blurred memory of my childhood days came to like a warp.

And out of the blue, I feel refreshed.

He told me he is a quarterback player in the school's football team. Hmm it is obviously instated by the firmness of his upper and lower body parts, and he always wear that one day beard every other day, he said that will make him look more cool, husky, whatever.

I don't really know why he is still talking to me, I mean he has a lot of popular friends, cheerdancers get their blood heated whenever he pass by. The Rockers those who always wore black and piercing, adores him. He told me that he even went with them one time when a certain band (can't remember the name) was in the neighboring town. And he is also awesome in academic activities, I remember he is one of our school's representative in the last Math Oplympics, he knows every geek and nerd in our school and they love him, well I consider my self as one of those geeks, but I don't really know him. Information brought to us by.. Dionne.

He wears checkered polo shirts in different colors everyday, sometimes he came to me wearing band shirts like All Time Low, Pierce the Veil, etc., all those I don't know. When sits with me in the cafeteria he will turn the his phone out and volume up his favorite songs. Everyday he listen to alternative music (that's what he call them, and I think it's true) that why some of the songs i memorized.

"I do it for Baltimore, I do it for meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!" like one of the song he listens to, I even found my self hum the songs unconsciously throughout the day.

With those moments we shared, maybe I can call him, my Friend.