Maybe I can (A list of poems)

I am...

SECOND WARNING: THIS POEM INCLUDES TRIGGERING TOPICS.  

This poem is my favorite I have ever wrote, which is why I made this book in the first place. I hope you enjoy though it can kinda be a little.... dark. <3 

I'm living,
Quietly bleeding,
I'm dying,
Quietly fading.

I just wanna keep myself alive,
Keep myself from dying.
Keep myself from fading.
Keep myself from bleeding.

One day you'll think of me
And what I grew to be
And maybe, maybe you'll see
That believing is the key 

I'm bleeding,
Quietly Living,
I'm fading,
Quietly dying.

But you'll never know,
For I look upon the snow,
To be perfect, and graceful,
To be unique, original.

I just wanna keep myself alive,
Keep myself from Living
Keep myself from Staying
Keep myself from Surviving.

I'm Staying,
Quietly breathing,
I'm Surviving,
Quietly Crying.

ANDDDDD One day you'll see
This world is shit.. shit.. SHIT.
And you'll see my heart is cold,
And my wrist is fucking slit.

And this world isn't brave,
And we're just a slave
To our own fucking kind
With a wicked old mind. 

And one day...
We'll see...
We'll breathe..
We'll die...
But fuck it all.
Because I'm me,
And you're you.
And that's all that matters. 

I am by Lucid Liv. 

Inspiration from the movie Suicide Room, it's a great movie!