I'm not going to lie, today was a bit rough. First of all, I had an eight hour shift at work. I work in a grocery store, which is a job where you have to stand the entire time. So, already, it wasn't the best.
Second of all, ever since I woke up, I had to deal with bad dysphoria. For the most part, it was manageable, but at times, it got REALLY bad. So bad, in fact, that I almost became tearful at one point. It was probably the worst dysphoria I've felt in a long time. I'm not really sure what to make of it, however. It's not like I was doing anything out of the ordinary, I was just... running around at work.
Another annoying thing is that I had an on-and-off phantom tail pretty much the entire day as well. What was annoying was that it wasn't constant. It would fade in and out, and sometimes be stronger or weaker. So, that was annoying.
Earlier tonight, I snuck out of the house and went for a walk in my territory. It was so amazing to be surrounded by nothing but the forest. I truly felt like myself. I can't wait to do it again in a few months, when there is snow on the ground.
- Talviyö
YOU ARE READING
My Therian Journal
NonfiksiThis is a place for me to write about my experiences as a therian on a day-to-day level.
