Insatiable Desire

Chapter 2

His cold fingers touched me on the fabric of my underwear and I was compelled to move.

"Sir. . . ." I spoke and in a flash he pulled me into his grip. I let out a cry but he shut me up with his hand. I couldn't see his face and I tried to scream. Dropping me onto the mattress he hovered over me with his legs aside mine and his hand on my mouth. He was trying to rape me.

I cried to get away from his hold but he was too built up for me try to escape. I struggled but he knocked me down with a slap hard across my face. Whenever I tried to move, he hit me hard on my face and I felt the moist of blood on my lips and corner of the eye.

"Don't move you bitch! Or else I'll give you a lesson you will remember till the rest of your life!" He said in a dreadful voice and I trembled in his restrain.

I tried to stay still with the threat of getting beaten up. And as I did so, he ripped off my shirt revealing my chest. Taking my hands he tied them with my own shirt perhaps on the bed. I struggled against his huge body but he punched me in my ribs. The pain shot up to my chest and I couldn't even caresss the pain away so I curled up. Not giving me a chance to absorb the throbbing pain, he opened my legs far apart and took of my panties. I tried to close my legs but he pinched me on the apex of my thighs that made me scream in pain. He stuffed a fabric in my mouth to hold me from crying out. I felt his face between my legs and felt the prickly stubble of his face. His hands travelled back and in clipped my bra, taking it off in one sweep. He cupped my breasts hardly and twisted on the nipples roughly like an untamed animal. I groaned in pain but my voice was blocked by the piece of cloth in my mouth. I was in pain.

Then he inserted his penis inside my vagina in one full thrust. It hurt dreadfully and I cried with tears running down uncontrollably. I felt my flesh from inside tear at the contact of his erected penis. It was so deleterious for a girl to go through this. I tried to move away but he kept on thrusting harder and deeper inside of me.

I was being raped. I had lost my virginity to this man who I had trusted.

"You're not going! You're not going! You're not going!" He ranted as he climaxed inside me with his hands cupping my breasts rigidly. I don't remember things vividly because I passed out in the middle but I remember him trying to wake me up. He held my face in his and tried to open my eyes but I couldn't. Then he slapped hard on my erected nipples and grazed them with his teeth. It all was beyond torture and pain. I was blacking out and I felt my clitoris being nearly torn and my nipples being stretched off their limits. He was chewing me off. That's when I wanted to die. Excruciation, anguish,torment. They are just words but the torture inflicted at me was beyond the rational meanings of these heavy words that come with a significance.

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It is hurting everywhere , and I can't seem to move. But illogically I'm alive. I shouldn't be. I survived? Multiple questions were raised in my head and I had no answer to them at all. I see no one in this room but me,he is gone.
I am naked and cold on the mattress. My body is covered with bloodstains and blue black bruises. My hands are free but they hurt a lot. I struggle to caress my own skin but my dead hand fall on my bleeding nipple. I cry out in pain as the burning sensation provokes my formally null senses. I give a closer look at my curled and paralysed body,and I see the torn skin hanging loosely from my nipple. It's dreadfully gross to watch. Tears run down my cheeks as I try sit up. There is so much blood on the white bed sheet underneath me. I touch the apex of my thighs and find my fingers covered in blood coming from my vagina. As I touch my clitoris with my cold fingers, it stings. I quickly snatch my hand away and swing back and forth trying to summon the pain. I look horrible;blood stained body,torn skin and hair sprawled like a mess upon me.